Am I wasting my time seeking God? I am a nonpracticing homosexual. I believe in scripture that calls sin by what it is. I hate my sin. I struggle with lust, but I do not act on my lusts. Pastor Steven Anderson does not believe gays can be saved. This is sad. But I will continue pray for his mercy. But I wonder if I am wasting my time.
You better tell you pastor to get rid of Hebrews 7:25,
Wherefore he is able also to save them to the uttermost that come unto God by him, seeing he ever liveth to make intercession for them.
It doesn't seem to fit with his theology. He might also not like Romans 2:1,
Therefore thou art inexcusable, O man, whosoever thou art that judgest: for wherein thou judgest another, thou condemnest thyself; for thou that judgest doest the same things.
Does that mean he is every bit as guilty of homosexuality as you are? Just read what's written. He is! We are all guilty (Rom 3:23). He made us righteous, every bit as righteous as himself (Rom 3:22).
Man inserts grades of sin where God doesn't. It's not our individual sins that are the problem. It's our sin nature. We have Adam to thank for that (Rom 5:12). That's why our body dies, and there are no grades of death. That is what Christ fixed.
I am not trying to justify homosexuality because I'm homosexual. I'm not. But I know that my flesh is just as guilty of homosexuality as the most glaring homosexual that ever lived.
If you're born again (Rom 10:9-10), you are God's son. He chose you before the foundation of the world (Eph 1:4). He knew exactly who you would be and what you would do, but he chose you anyway!
Then there is always this:
1Sam 16:7,
But the LORD said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the LORD seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the LORD looketh on the heart.
And this,
1Cor 4:3-4,
3 But with me it is a very small thing that I should be judged of you, or of man's judgment: yea, I judge not mine own self.
4 For I know nothing by myself; yet am I not hereby justified: but he that judgeth me is the Lord.
Tell this to your pastor:
Phil 3:13,
Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before,
There is no good thing in your or anybody's flesh (Rom 7:18) so why even bother looking at it. Keep your eyes on him.
Almost all pastors are like yours. That's too bad. It must make it hard on you, but don't let them make you feel anything less than a son of God with all power!