Hello, I also tried thinking about bible verses or quoting them but what I noticed is that often times quoting bible verses made me feel even more desperate. I struggle with doubts and in the bible everything depends on having faith and not doubting. And because of this verses which speak about healing or getting prayers answered don't really offer comfort to me because I still have the issue with the doubts. Then I think maybe I could get healed if I could only develope enough faith and not doubt but how? It's really a vicious circle.
Whenever we try to move toward God and His promises,
plans, purposes and blessings in our lives, we
will be opposed by a malevolent and evil force that will try very
hard to discourage us.
If we continue toward the Lord, eventually we will see that the attacks
on us will lessen and become less frequent as we experience God's
answers to our prayers as our faith in His words and promises to us
will grow and silence the lies of the devil.
Those who push forward will see God move in their lives while those
who shrink back when the enemy attacks, will not progress in the
blessings and rewards that God gives to those who don't give up.
I can tell you from my own life that what I am telling you works.
What is faith?
Faith isn't a thing, it is a belief, attitude, conviction, trust in
the reliability, trustworthiness, honesty, faithfulness and overall
character or nature of the person or thing that we have found reliable
or tustworthy.
In our case as Christians we are trusting in a person.
When we say we have faith, that faith is based on our decision
to trust in the person and character of Jesus Christ.
How can we trust in a person that we have never met face to face?
We have His words and His promised written down so that we can read them
and follow His instructions concerning His promises and statements of
what He will do for us when we trust or have faith in Him.
Do you trust in Jesus Christ?
Do you believe in your heart that He is who he said He is?
Do you believe that He can be trusted and that if you follow His
instruction for your life, He will bring about His blessings and
promises in your life?
As I stated earlier, many begin their approach to Lord on a trial basis
as if they will try Him out to see if He is true to His promises and
His word but the don't realize that we are the ones on trial as God
is already faithful and we are the ones who are not.
God's character is never in question.
So...if you have tried to receive God's promises and failed,
who is at fault? Is it God who is the failure or could it be
that in our hearts we really do not trust or have faith the
character of God as revealed to us in Jesus Christ, God the Son?
Many will say...show me and I will believe but God says,
believe and I will show you.
Is this unfair of God to ask us to believe and trust in Him before
He will take us deeper and farther in a relationship with Him?
He has already given us a mountain of evidence that is
contained in His words to us through the Bible and in the life of Jesus Christ.
God has given us ample evidence and proofs of His character
toward us in Himself, God the Son by His actions and character
recorded by many eyewitnesses so that we have all we need
to begin our relationship of trust in Jesus Christ and His faithfulness and
love that He expressed to each of us.
Faith is not a thing, faith is a person named Jesus Christ.
I put my trust in the only one who can be trusted, Jesus Christ
who is my my Lord and my God.
If there is ever a disconnect, problem or failure, it is always on my
end and not with God.
I said all the above to come to this....
When you begin to move toward God, the enemy will oppose you.
If you will not give up and continue to read God's word, speak His promises,
pray and ask Him for His help and strength to continue as you surrender
your life into His hands, God will bless you and bring about His purposes
and plans for your life.
Don't give up.
Redouble your efforts.
Don't believe the lies from the enemy that God won't respond to you.
Ask others to pray for you.
Find other believers who have seen God move in their lives and answer their
prayers and ask them what they did on their part to obtain God's blessings.
Hebrews 11:6
But without faith it is impossible to please Him,
for he who comes to God must believe that He is,
and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him.
Galatians 6:9 (AMP)
9 And let us not lose heart and grow weary and faint in acting nobly and
doing right, for in due time and at the appointed season we shall reap,
if we do not loosen and relax our courage and faint.