Hey John,
Sorry I couldn't post sooner, I'm off on a business trip so posting will be limited.
I'm going to give you my quick .02 cents for what it's worth.
You suggest that humans created God to satisfy a need, I would suggest that you have eliminated God to satisfy a need.
There are truly very few authentic atheists in the world. Many young folk that hope their right but few, logical thinking well-read atheists that aren't just trying to get a name for themselves with the next great best-seller that barely scratches the surface of science and philosophy. The reason for that is because God has revealed Himself quite clearly in physical nature, natural law and moral law amongst all nations through all time. The basic principles of God are found in all the major religions with little variation regarding morals.
You don't need a book to tell you that unless you are working quite hard at ignoring the truth.
As for the Christian God not being a good or loving God because of evil, again, you are looking at this backwards. You only know what evil is because you have seen good. If you have seen real beauty, perfection and power in nature then you begin to understand how awful evil is. Cause and effect, my friend. God even says He's the author of evil but not because He created it but because by His very existence, anything less than Him is just not perfect.
Seriously, neither philosophy nor theology is a sound bite. I did an enormous amount of research and prayer prior to returning to the Catholic church and I still have so much more to learn about God. I also experienced Him, just as you believe you experience an absence of God, my senses have experienced God. I would need a very long time and a very lot of bytes to explain all the reasons that I believe in God. It ranges from logic, to sensory, to emotion, but no one reason is my only reason. If you truly want truth, there is an abundance of documentation through the ages we can provide.
You need to try reversing your assumptions just as any good scientist would do during a regression test and be open to the possibility that you are wrong.
In all of the known history of man no book has ever survived in such a pristine manner as the Holy bible. Never has any one organization retained it's form and function for as long as the Catholic church has. Why do you suppose that is?
I also must say this, if humans were to create a God to fill a need, why in the world would we create one more perfect than ourselves so that we always know our own weakness? Why would the human writers of the bible write a book only to denigrate themselves throughout the entire thing? Why would humans, who would prefer to live by the phrase, "eat, drink and be merry for tomorrow you shall die", create a God of moderation and hope? Why if we so much love justice for others and mercy for ourselves, do we create a God that holds us to justice for ourselves and mercy for others?
Sorry but your logic fails and I truly believe that if you stop for long enough you will see that you might be missing out on something far greater than yourself.
Your line of questioning shows a very limited understanding of Christianity and logic to those that have studied God to any degree. I believe you will need to do a lot more work in those areas before you will convince anyone that you have worked through it all and found it wanting.
The bottom line is that you need to pursue more than just a short justification for faith from a few people you don't know. You need to ask your friends of faith to spend some time with you.
I would love to dialogue with you further as I believe you to be intelligent and seeking to some capacity to know the truth. Unfortunately I won't be around enough this week to do it justice and as with most threads your interest will likely wane before we even hit the really good stuff. I hope you hear what has been said by many in this thread and if others can continue to dialogue with you frequently enough, I hope you find some new information that intrigues you.
I'll be praying for you whether you like it or not.
