You make conversations out of nothing when nothing is there. You are without a doubt, a creationist.
The only real issue is Jesus Christ, who died on a Cross to purify you of all the sin that you are. If that is not so? The whole world is living in illusion and a lie if you claim he did not exist and walk the earth.
Of course you can not see God, because his essence can not be seen.
Can you see radio waves?
You will tell me that they do not exist because you can not see them?
I know.. You will tell me...
"But, radio waves can be demonstrated!"
Just the same! You still will not see the radio waves when the power they hold is demonstrated. The radio waves remain unseen!
God who is unseen, demonstrated Himself...
Romans 5:8
But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in
that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
You can not see God's essence. But, He was demonstrated!
Will you be like Pharaoh, who blindly rode his suicide charge between the parted waters while God's power was being undeniably demonstrated? Your heart has become hardened.
Life and its energy that you see all around you could not have happened by luck.. upon luck.. upon luck. Its illogical to accept that it could. Its absolute denial to swear that it did.