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Today I honestly was so tired I didn't want to go to church. If anyone seen my last thread in prayer, I left my old church and a new church I've been trying to get involved in for the last three years! Today I thought (you should go to church dispite being hurt that no one ever reached out to...

I recently graduated college and am ready for a full-time job. I want to move out of my parents' house and start living my life. I have been searching for jobs for months, I have interviewed with some, but ultimately get rejected again and again. I knew my field (film/media/design) would be...

Hey all... First off yes I gave been trying to find a counselor for months it's harder than you think... Okay, so from about age 14 until about 25 my mom was a heroin addict. She dealt drugs and also did meth and crack, and I'm pretty sure I have PTSD now. I moved out and got married last...

Never mind my own personal struggles, I know that in history there were a lot of people that lived their whole lives in pure Hell conditions. Yet, God continued to let it stand, no matter how bad it was, and not only that he desires from us that we don't stoop to the same thing and wants us to...

TRIGGER WARNING (tw drugs an abuse) I don't know where to turn. I have been praying to God but I feel so stuck and hopeless. I am stuck living with my abusive mom, with my sister. She has put us both through so much trauma and I can't handle living with her anymore. There are hardly any...

For past few years I’ve felt very empty with no joy and some people have said I am depressed. My parent told me that it’s just because I need the Holy Spirit. So what do I do to feel better? How do I get baptised in the Holy Spirit? Also I was planning to start reading my Bible. Do I just...

Is depression a demonic evil spirit? My lovely girlfriend of 2 years broke up with me out of nowhere due to her depression. She's had depressed phases while we've been dating, but never this bad, but at the same time she's never had so many stressors at once (school, job, and family issues)...

Please can someone help me to feel better. I’m 21 and feel like a nobody. For the last 7/8 years I would say that I’ve not had a single friend or person I felt close to. My self confidence is absolutely zero and I can no longer even behave like a normal person anymore - I struggle to talk to...

For the past few years I have just become a poor excuse for a human being. I’m very isolated, unhappy and not the living the life I want to live. I have a really bad personality - I’m not funny or happy and I think I subconsciously put labels on everyone and then don’t like anyone or anything...

I know that many of you are battling with loneliness, so I wrote a short guide on how to use the loneliness based on the Holy Fathers with some common pitfalls. Hope this helps! Feedback wellcomed!

I am 20 years old and very bored with my life. since a couple of years I hardly ever feel happy or excited. I used to love lots of things like going in holiday and lots of other stuff but have lost interest and can never be bothered with it all. I also lost all my interest in women at the same...

I'm 20 yrs old and at university and don't really have any friends. I find it difficult to socialise and speak with people and so I probably end up looking a bit weird and so people don't want to be with me. I only really hang around with one person and I'm not really even friends with them, my...

I was lost, wandering through a deep, thick and dark wood, alone and searching for something but wasn't sure for what. I saw many people walking in a general direction scratching and clawing through the forest but somehow knew they were all going the wrong way. Knowing which way was the right...

When I was growing up I felt straight but when I was 16 (now 19) my libido left me completely one day out of nowhere and it never came back. This was the start of my depression. Every day since I've had anxiety about my sexuality and am mad at God for never helping me when I asked for help and...

lately ive been getting these weird signs as if I’m going to hell and it’s realy scaring me. I’ve been seeing triple 6’s everywhere. I feel disconnected from God and I’m starting to see “hell” everywhere. I’m trying to numb myself because I don’t want to beleive it. I don’t want to beleive...

Good Day I am 25 turning 26 later this year. In the year when I turned 20 life crashed down on me. I started a learnership at a steel factory. Everything went well up until the point where I worked in the plant. I couldn't think of being there for the rest of my life and every thing came...

Hello all, I have just joined this forum as I am lost as to what else to do. I think I’m at the end of my tether. Here is my current situation. Please feel free to skim read as I’m sure we are all limited on time. Lifetime of emotional abuse from my sociopathic father who gambled the love out...

Hi, There is no easy way to say this. I am a sinner. I was a horrible sinner. I abused the love of those around me, I did whatever I wanted while believing that life was meaningless. I have always hated the fact of my existence and could never understand why God would put me here in such a...

I have dealt with a lot of things in my life. Violent bullying, discrimination, sexism, racism, and most of all... mental illness. My father is severely mentally disabled and is almost a monster because of it. He is definitely going to hell. Not because of what I think of him, but because of the...