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    Reprobate

    Would someone know if they had a reprobate mind or would they'd be too far gone to even realize they were in that state?
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    Repentance

    Okay, So I'm back at Repentance. Again. I'm trying to yet figure this out. Again. I've been so mad and hurt, I tried to give up. many times. but It seems that something inside me tells me that I'm wrong I want to read the word but I don't. I want to change but I don't. typing this now I now see...
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    Wishes are just dreaming in reality.

    I wish God never created me. I wish I was never born or thought of. I wish I didn't exist. I wish I didnt know any of the people in my life. It's not enough for me to disappear or run away. No I never should of happened because if I had the choice I would of have said no. If I didn't have the...
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    Grieving the Holy Spirt and he Finally leaves

    So I read some forums about people who thought they had grieved the Holy Spirit. And im just seeing if anyone else has gone through this. I dont have a yearning. That presence in my heart is not there anymore. It's like I Know that I know that the Holy Spirit left me. I'm not sure if hell come...
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    Loved

    Is it okay to know that you are loved by God and not understand how much? And if so, how do you accept that love?
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    Reprobate Mind

    How do you know that your a reprobate or you've been given over to the strong delusion (if that's even possible of knowing)??
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    "No one can come to me unless the father draws him"

    I am just wondering how do you know if the father has called you to Jesus? And how do you know if you have true saving faith?
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    Conviction of The Holy Spirit Gone?

    Man o Man o Man. At this point I am a fool lost at bay. wither if I hardened my heart to much or that I may have committed the unforgivable sin I do not feel the conviction of the Holy Spirit. I had asked a friend about repentance and if we would have to be FIRST convicted by the Holy Spirit...
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    Direction

    I have an ex that is currently living with me. I invited him to into my home just until he was able to get back on his feet. (which was a bad idea). He moved in November, I was expecting him to be there maybe about a month or two. But with his past rental history I should of known that it wasn't...
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    Death

    So something has been happening in the last 2 hours and it has me kinda going crazy. So apart from finding out that I was never truly saved in my frantic state of mind I am tried to get close to Jesus but it hasn't been working. Either I am too lazy or the enemy is just attacking me. Just like...
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    Repentance

    What happens when repentance is no longer available and it is taken away from us? Does that mean that we longer have the will to change our minds? Are we then just waiting for Judgement? The option that is given to sinners to repent is now removed (and I believe that is the Reprobate - I could...
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    Faith or a hardened heart?

    I have realized today that it is very hard to get a hold of my faith. The last 4 months I may have overreacted to a situation where I just needed to humble myelf and seek the Lord. In this oversensetive state It been hard to see God move in my life (mostly because I think I have squawanered his...
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    Seperated

    You know what sucks about being separated from God? I want to encourage other people in Jesus to seek him and have a relationship with him. I want to tell them that miracles can happen and NOTHING is too big for him. But I can't. You know why? My life has not been the perfect example. Like ever...
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    Feeling like Esau

    Is there anyone who feels like Esau? or like repentance is hard to obtain? I believe something has happened and I did not want to pay closer attention to the Word of the bible and I feel like i can not repent. My heart has been hardened and I feel so empty. Now seeing the importance of obeying...
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    ABANDONMENT

    I hope this question doesn't seem too strange, but for the past 2 months I have been dealing with the fact that I have neglected my salvation. i.e fell away, backslid now it's impossible to come back to repentance. My heart is condemning me every time i read the bible the Word is that much more...
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    Reaping & Sowing

    I feel so worthless. I have failed God. I feel like I am rejected silver. I abused the heart that Jesus gave me and now i feel like its hardened. My sins are before me. I believe i am reaping what I sowed. I keep trying to fight this but every way I look at it I have completely and utterly...
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    Unsure

    “You will know a tree by its fruit”, “If anyone does not abide in me he is thrown away like a branch and withers; and the branches are gathered, thrown into the fire, and burned” I thought I was saved but I don’t think I had a regenerated heart. I was converted but not regenerated. When I...
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    "The Last Days"

    I do not know if this is going to help anyone, but I just needed to get a lot of things of my chest and hopefully possibly warn someone else if it isn’t too late. I made a post about a month ago about what I was going through. You can go back and read it if you want but it really won’t be of...
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    Calling

    I have been a Christian for about 3 years and wasen't until recently that I really had my eyes open. I back slid and was VERY close into falling into Apostasy. It was ONLY by the Grace of the Lord that he warned me and woke me up before it was too late!! When that happened I really thought that...