Hello, I haven't posted a lot on this forum. Just a little background info. I'm 31 female in canada. My faith is still very new and not very strong. I came back to Christianity after leaving for a long time as I converted to Islam.
My heart has been broken by a man this past week. I'm utterly devastated. I know deep down he wasn't the best influence in my life but he was exciting and made me feel good about myself. And well now that's abruptly over.
I guess I'm here to ask for some comfort. I'm not part of any local Christian group. I feel so lost in my sadness. I struggle with depression that can make life challenging in the best of times. Now I just feel defeated.
Hi. It IS a gut wrenching experience when that happens and ive gone thru it a few times in my life. Theres a few things that you can do at this point to ease the pain in addition to God working in you to bring peace and a feeling of wellbeing back to your life. My suggestions :
1. Get alone with God ALOT starting asap. Several times during the day opening your heart to him. Pour out your hurt. Invite him to walk with you thru this turmoil time in your season.
2. Do introspection. Look back on the relationship and see if you can identify areas that you BOTH contributed to the breakdown of the relationship. Learn from your failures so you can avoid them in the future.
3. Hang out with your lady friends a lot now. Let them pour into you their love and compassion. Do things of interest with them and enjoy the time as much as its possible. Do not do anything with a man, one on one for a few months at least. This is a time for healing in your life and you want it to be deeply felt .
3.a. Go to places that have lifted your spirit in the past. Go to beautiful areas for scenery...maybe the beach/mountains for sunsets/see some live music bands/art museum/ art festivals/ etc... Receive the beauty that you are surrounding yourself with thru these venues . Let it minister to you.
4. DO get involved in CHristian Groups, whether they be a Singles Ministry for fellowship or doing events with other Christian Singles.
5. Count on Satan to tempt you into worldly things during this time you are emotionally weak....such as : Turning to a lot of alchohol , being desperate for male attention , making things Idols to help bring you good self esteem, spending a lot of money on things you don't need in an effort to bring happiness into your life. Read up on Spiritual Warfare in Ephesians chapter 6 so you can defend yourself against these things and bad thoughts... as well as take the offensive to ward off Satans attacks. Pick up a book on HOW to implement the Armour of God for Spiritual Warfare which you can use during bad times and good times cause Satan never rests.
6. Spend more time with your Parents and Siblings for emotional support.
7. Get into a Womans Small Group for additional love and to pour out your feelings.
8. Read Gods Word daily .
9. Take comfort in knowing that even Christ himself suffered great rejection from close people like his family, friends, a Disciple , and the Public .
10 . Consider a Grief Support Group if you don't feel your progressing . Choose a Group that's just not for loosing a loved one to death . There are many similarities though.
Remember, this is something that your Brothers and Sisters go thru each and every day around the world so you are in good company.
Regards. David.