My family told me i have a hidden camera in me. They wanted to see why i left the family. And then everywhere i went people were commenting on me like they knew me. They said i was wrong for leaving my family and that this is karma. Ive even went to a mental hospital and was tortured because of this. I have no peace. And it caused me anxiety.
Do you have visual or auditory schizophrenia?
I myself don’t have schizophrenia, but I’ve had a history of mental health problems before, and there are in fact times where it seems when people are whispering, that they are talking about me - especially when I am curious to what they are saying, and they make eye contact with me when I look at them, giving myself the impression they are talking about me.
These are just connections your brain is making that aren’t real. Trust me, I’ve actually had unpleasant situations in the past where I confront people, and they get confused and wonder what I am thinking, because they aren’t talking about me.
As someone else said, we don’t have the technology for people to record what you are doing from inside your body. If there really is such secret technology, why would the government grab tons of random people and share this technology with them to monitor you, knowing full well that they could share this information with other people and leak it to hostile governments?
And why would your family want to monitor you? How could your family convince everyone around you that they don’t know to monitor you? Why would your family work with the government to get you? Why would random strangers want to work with the government to target you?
And finally, what is so important about your life that you think the government is monitoring you?
All of this is in your head. You know you have schizophrenia, you know you have delusions. And you know that there is something weird and not normal about this thought process. So how can you trust yourself to reach really far out conclusions?