I'm going to save this brother
In Christ
Daniel
I can give you a personal illustration of the truth of Pauls message.
I was raised in an evangelical church, where the Holy Spirit was stressed. But I lived, in reality under an earnest righteousness of observing the law.
By the time I was fifteen I was consumed by all manner of concupiscence( rom7:7) I had tried to attain heaven as Saul the pharisee tried to attain it and got the same result he got.
I walked away from the church, what else could I do? I couldn't live a pure and holy life for God. In the five years since I responded to an altar call, I had become totally corrupted in the flesh
A few years later my life was in a mess. I went to see a man who asked me to read a book. I did. The second chapter was about Pauls message of grace. I was stunned. I had never before heard preached what i was reading now. Christ was my rjghteousness, I could not earn my way to heaven by being good enough under a righteousness of observing the law. I suddenly believed even I could be a Christian, for it did not hinge on my personal goodness, but what Christ had done for me.
But there was a certain sin I had been a slave to for six years. I didn't want it, I desperately wanted to be free of it. I got down on my knees and asked God to deal with it and left it at that.
For the next three days I committed this sin, I was breaking one of the TC in its trust sense. But for the first time in my life I did not let myself feel condemned. Christ was my righteousness before God, not my own personal goodness under the law
A voice in my head relentlessly told me I was a hypocrite and fooling myself. I could not be a Christian and do what I was doing. But with great difficulty I ignored that voice and clung to a righteousness of faith in Christ.
On the fourth day, this sin I had been a slave to for six years stopped. Hallelujah! When I lived under a righteousness of observing the law it only got worse. Paul wrote:
For sin shall no longer be your master, for you are not under law( of righteousness) but under grace( a righteousness of faith in Christ) rom6:14
It is the most potent, incredible and powerful message preached since Christ walked this earth.
However, there are many totally opposed to it, as you know. As in the Apostles day, and when Christ walked this earth, it is the religious who most vehemently attack the true message.
God bless brother