Just Some Thoughts...

I wrote in my last blog entry how I had a vision of myself dying in the desert. Yesterday I had another vision of the desert, then a camel appeared, and my half dead body was on it's back, then I saw Jesus leading it away from the desert. It was beautiful. I felt myself starting to relax for the...

I just saw a vision of a person walking in the desert with the pyramids in the background, and the person fell down and was grasping before him/her as if dying from the heat. I felt the Lord telling me the person was me right now. The Lord was talking to me earlier about me being "asleep" and I...

I don't really know how to write this post. All I know is that I really want to let my feelings out. I had a very, very terrible childhood. It was traumatizing: bullying, emotional abuse, sexual abuse, loneliness and isolation. I had no one to talk to, so I kept every single feeling bottled up...

The last few days have been Hell for me. Satan has been using people from left and right to get me to doubt my faith and my walk with Christ. It nearly caused me to end my life due to confusion. So I have decided to stop listening to others completely, unless they are truly devoted to Jesus...

I heard in my spirit earlier today "be brave and bold!" And someone told me yesterday I was preaching Truth with boldness. So I knew what it meant. I used to be really afraid. Fearing what people would think and do if I talk about God. Especially if I held to Scripture as perfectly as I was...

Lately I have been struggling so much, hearing the echoes of condemnation from the past, and then hearing it more and more from others. Accusations without reason, presumptions without knowledge, and completely devoid of Truth. There seems to be a game that people play. A game of hatred, and...

I feel like I've been growing a lot lately. I've felt and seen God's Hand in everything. He is with me, and He is happy with how dedicated I am to Him and to Truth. And that's all His doing, yet He encourages me. Last year, everything went wrong, then the Lord turned it all into His Glory. I...

I don't know where this will lead, but I decided to start a blog to put my thoughts into words. I'm at a weird place in my life right now. I decided in the middle of 2016 to completely let go and devote my whole life to Christ. I asked Him: "Take my life, make me like Jesus! No matter what...