Recently, I went on what could be considered a date. However, I had told the truth about being between jobs at that time when they asked. I did try to let them know through voicemail once I got a job since they wouldn't return their calls and I didn't know if they were still on vacation. However, it's been long enough now that I'm convinced they're just not returning my calls. I don't know why they would have offered to see a movie the next time if they had no interest in meeting me again at all.
I really am starting to feel hopeless since I'm getting closer to 31 and it feels like my face scares people off. I also remember on Christian Mingle as soon as I posted a picture of my face people stopped talking to me. It's hard not to feel ugly and I have trouble maintaining confidence in my faith since this wait has been so agonizing while it seems so easy for everyone else. Why do I have to wait so long while everyone else seems to have the easiest time getting into relationships? And I didn't think my face was that bad, but apparently, everyone else does.
I really am starting to feel hopeless since I'm getting closer to 31 and it feels like my face scares people off. I also remember on Christian Mingle as soon as I posted a picture of my face people stopped talking to me. It's hard not to feel ugly and I have trouble maintaining confidence in my faith since this wait has been so agonizing while it seems so easy for everyone else. Why do I have to wait so long while everyone else seems to have the easiest time getting into relationships? And I didn't think my face was that bad, but apparently, everyone else does.