It's nearly Christmas and the end of the year again. Time seems to fly by now. That also includes life. I really start to feel lonely during this time. I still have my parents but I don't know how long I have with them, and then I'll truly be alone. I've started to take anti-depressants again for my depression. It's been I think over a decade since I've taken anti-depressants. They don't really seem to be working much. I think I need to take a higher dosage. I'm sure some of you will say I'm never alone when I have God, but it's not the same... Please pray for me. Thank you.