Why am I happier when I forget about God?

[Jenniferdiana]

i dont know, maybe you feel happy because you dont have anything to obey, i dont know...i know i am miserable without him..

 

[ToBeLoved]

Don't be so hard on yourself, @Ben Collyer .

Give time for your relationship with God to grow. Confess your mistakes, get up, dust yourself off, and try again.