The General Mental Health Forum is now a Read Only Forum. As we had two large areas making it difficult for many to find, we decided to combine the Mental Health & the Recovery sections of the forum into Mental Health & Recovery as a whole. Physical Health still remains as it's own area within the entire Recovery area.
If you are having struggles, need support in a particular area that you aren't finding a specific recovery area forum, you may find the General Struggles forum a great place to post. Any any that is related to emotions, self-esteem, insomnia, anger, relationship dynamics due to mental health and recovery and other issues that don't fit better in another forum would be examples of topics that might go there.
If you have spiritual issues related to a mental health and recovery issue, please use the Recovery Related Spiritual Advice forum. This forum is designed to be like Christian Advice, only for recovery type of issues. Recovery being like a family in many ways, allows us to support one another together. May you be blessed today and each day.
Kristen.NewCreation and FreeinChrist
Dear brother,i've been thinking a lot about writing a book. A dual story interwoven but in complete different worlds and times. Where a believing person struggles with mental illness in our modern world which runs in parallel with the story of a world in its last days - reflecting all that dwells in the inner world of the main person. A bit how Jesus made me understand Scripture from a personal perspective.
i have wanted to write a book for a long time and even wrote the first chapter already many years ago. However my illness has stopped me from working on it or even thinking about it.
Passing through different time and places all over the world is a good material of fiction, like the <<Time Machine>> of Herbert George Wells. But I worry about the safety of the journey.
I'm thinking of ending my life... BYE FOREVER... Besides, even god stopped caring about me... This is too much...
I'm thinking of ending my life... BYE FOREVER... Besides, even god stopped caring about me... This is too much...
As someone who has woken up in a hospital bed to find that my attempt didn't work...I can tell you...please...reconsider. Having witnessed my oldest brother going through with it...I am glad that I did not. There are some days I still think about it, but I try to find a purpose in every day; something to distract me from those horrible places my mind can go. It's hard, but I make myself get up, do something...even if it's just sit on the porch and read a book. At least I am distracted. It helps.I'm thinking of ending my life... BYE FOREVER... Besides, even god stopped caring about me... This is too much...
Peace.No i didn't have a time machine in mind. More a description of the inner workings of the heart from an inner world/Creation perspective. Like the main character has a fall in faith and sins, yet what happens in the spiritual world within his heart and mind is the other side of the story.
Where i want to use The Word working in this inner world towards Jesus coming as King and ruler and who and in what way we rule with Christ in His kingdom over our life and beyond, but where i also want to look at sin working in the human heart and what forces of destruction it brings about. So in my story all the good as well as all of the bad we find in the human heart i want to give vision and shape to using God's word.
i most likely use the book of Revelation to guide the story line. (still tossing up if i should use parts of Ezekiel as well.) Where i want to start with a Jesus revelation and from there on follow faith conquering and The Word materialising, as well as sin working in opposition to that within the human heart, all the way to chapter 20 and beyond.
i choose a mental ill main character to bring out the hardships mentally ill people face, as well giving myself some more liberty bringing bad life into being, and how God's loving truth can save us in our fallen and often broken lives and bring us His good life instead.
Any way how have you been feeling lately brother? Have the deepest valley past or do you still often languish rock bottom? Hoping your medicines are helping you feel better.
God bless you with peace.
My heart was broken today. A dear teenage girl in my church (we'll call "G") who is legally blind and albino is being picked on by the other girls. This girl is the sweetest, kindest person and I love her so much. I love having her help and sing with us during worship when she gets the nerve to.
Today, her mother told me she's having such a hard time. One girl "C", has been particularly malicious to her. She is the oldest of the 'mean girl' bunch and setting a terrible example for the other younger girls. What's worse, is her mother is on the worship team and I don't know if she knows about it. I hope G's mother will talk to C's mother and put a stop to it. I hate this kind of thing in the church.
I know girls can be just plain mean at that age, but G is so discouraged. She knows she is different and to have these girls from church treat her that way just discourages her more.
I have rallied some women to pray for her and encourage her because I cannot stand that sort of behavior...in church or anywhere. We ladies have such a hard time of it as it is....we should be lifting each other up, not tearing one another down.
If you think to, say a prayer for G that C will stop picking on her and see the error of her ways.
Your name and Tempura and Press on(we can add more to this list) are always in my mind. We need not be excellent enough to be accepted by God and others, God cares our weakness and knows our reality. We just offer an honest broken heart, trust he would put it in his hands and protect it like a baby.
If possibly, the experience of CF Recovery can be extended to Chinese community and to groups of other religions. That is a way for the benefit of the recovery for many people and myself.
Dear brother,How do you think we could do that? Over the years i have seen very few Chinese people come to CF. i know you Chinese are the most numerous people in the world, and yet only very few people from China come to visit here. There must be a lot of mentally people in China as well. How best to excess them? How many Chinese people know English well enough to benefit from an English speaking forum? Are there forums that support mentally ill people in China that we could visit as English speaking people? It would be great if the idea of recovery could be implemented in the Chinese community.
Peace
1 John 2:10
Anyone who loves their brother and sister lives in the light, and there is nothing in them to make them stumble.
If you think to, say a prayer for G
Hang on in there brother Jeshu.
Doing my best brother. i didn't get much sleep last night and then discovered that our septic system was blocked and spend more than a hour unblocking it. A crappy, smelly job. So it has been a bit of a morning.
Still very down. i took some more medication so i hope this will help. My thoughts don't seem as dark as first thing this morning. Very drained and hollow.