Hello All! My name is Mike, and I'm I guess what you would call a "Born-Again Christian."
I've recently had a ton of spiritual activity in my life, which kinda "shocked" me back into the faith. I've always had faith, but it's grown. Recently I was tasked with reading The Bible and I was immediately scared away. The reason I never fully got involved with "God" was because of a couple reasons. First, I always had prayed to him with no results. Maybe a 5% prayer return rate, which to me was enough to write it off as coincidence. And second, was because of the things I heard in The Bible that seemed evil to me. People had told me about them, but I never really took it in. When becoming closer to God again recently, and reading The Bible, I realized that these beliefs are INDEED TRUE! And I cannot go on with my faith, knowing that my God is a vengeful God.
When I think of "God," I tend to think more of Jesus. Jesus seems ever graceful, and God seems to give ultumatums.
So I've got some questions to see if "God" is really for me. But first a little about myself. I'm anti-violence, anti-revenge, anti-hatred, anti anything that hurts a human or animal, physically or mentally. I eat meat although I feel guilty when I do, because I think of the pain and suffering this causes the family of the dead animal, as well as the animal that died. If it weren't for my intense love for food and hope that my business will prosper/ex-fiancee will talk to me again, I probably would have forfeit my life a long time ago. I cannot STAND living in a world where I have to hurt others for my own personal gain. Animals, humans, everything.
In the Bible, you will notice a VERY different personality from God and Jesus. Jesus would look at a man who committed an act of evil and grace him. God would on the other hand, kill him, curse him..etc. I DO NOT SUPPORT THIS! I support Jesus! If a man were even to commit the ultimate evil of murdering me, I would wish he is forgiven and not convicted of a crime. This mercy would allow him to see the truth. Because this same mercy was shown to me to a lesser degree (like alcohol problems and such previously). Little backstory. I had a boss that knew of my addiction, and instead of punishing me, she showed me grace and gave me opportunity and helped me. If she were to fire me, I KNOW I would have just drank more. But because she graced me, I was able to move on and now I am SOBER! TODAY I AM SOBER! Because this act of grace reminded me of the wonderful people of this world.
So with that being said, here are the questions that I have -- and if these can be explained to me in a way that makes sense, I will forever be Christian. I am very analytical, so in order me to grasp the responses they will have to be very in depth. So an answer like "That cannot be answered, only God knows" or "Because he's God" will only lead me astray.
1 - Why does God approve of SLAVERY!? (Mentioned in The Bible, I can quote if necessary.)
2 - Why does God condemn homosexuality, when science has shown us that people cannot control this? I'm straight male btw.
3 - Why does God choose to GRACE some sinners, but KILL/TORTURE others? Or even, the snake that he "cursed."
4 - In Deuteronomy it mentions a few acts of torture (stoning) in response to some sexual acts. This is HORRIBLE! Jesus would NEVER allow this! Is it possible that this was misinterpreted, or is God truly evil himself?
5 - Why do people say "Jesus is Lord," but The Bible clearly demonstrates that Jesus ALWAYS acts with grace, even to the most evil of man? To me, this speaks that Jesus is righteous and God has some evil himself.
6 - Why do they say "God always forgives you" or "Repent and you shall be set free from your sins"..etc, when, in the Bible, God clearly doesn't forgive everybody. He sends them to hell for eternity with no chance to escape, he curses some sinners...etc. I don't want a man who commits ANY crime against me, my family, or my fellow man to be cursed! Because I know this will not lead him towards righteousness. It will only show to him, that our God is not always forgiving. Our prison systems have proven this. Look at the men who are shown mercy, a LOT of them go on to live productive lives because of this.
7 - They say the devil can attack at any time. Is it possible, that when writing The Bible, that the writers were influenced by the Devil, and that is why some of the text has God doing evil things? If the answer here is "Yes" then this answers all the other questions I asked. Because then it would ALL make sense!
Thank you for your time! And God Bless!
I've recently had a ton of spiritual activity in my life, which kinda "shocked" me back into the faith. I've always had faith, but it's grown. Recently I was tasked with reading The Bible and I was immediately scared away. The reason I never fully got involved with "God" was because of a couple reasons. First, I always had prayed to him with no results. Maybe a 5% prayer return rate, which to me was enough to write it off as coincidence. And second, was because of the things I heard in The Bible that seemed evil to me. People had told me about them, but I never really took it in. When becoming closer to God again recently, and reading The Bible, I realized that these beliefs are INDEED TRUE! And I cannot go on with my faith, knowing that my God is a vengeful God.
When I think of "God," I tend to think more of Jesus. Jesus seems ever graceful, and God seems to give ultumatums.
So I've got some questions to see if "God" is really for me. But first a little about myself. I'm anti-violence, anti-revenge, anti-hatred, anti anything that hurts a human or animal, physically or mentally. I eat meat although I feel guilty when I do, because I think of the pain and suffering this causes the family of the dead animal, as well as the animal that died. If it weren't for my intense love for food and hope that my business will prosper/ex-fiancee will talk to me again, I probably would have forfeit my life a long time ago. I cannot STAND living in a world where I have to hurt others for my own personal gain. Animals, humans, everything.
In the Bible, you will notice a VERY different personality from God and Jesus. Jesus would look at a man who committed an act of evil and grace him. God would on the other hand, kill him, curse him..etc. I DO NOT SUPPORT THIS! I support Jesus! If a man were even to commit the ultimate evil of murdering me, I would wish he is forgiven and not convicted of a crime. This mercy would allow him to see the truth. Because this same mercy was shown to me to a lesser degree (like alcohol problems and such previously). Little backstory. I had a boss that knew of my addiction, and instead of punishing me, she showed me grace and gave me opportunity and helped me. If she were to fire me, I KNOW I would have just drank more. But because she graced me, I was able to move on and now I am SOBER! TODAY I AM SOBER! Because this act of grace reminded me of the wonderful people of this world.
So with that being said, here are the questions that I have -- and if these can be explained to me in a way that makes sense, I will forever be Christian. I am very analytical, so in order me to grasp the responses they will have to be very in depth. So an answer like "That cannot be answered, only God knows" or "Because he's God" will only lead me astray.
1 - Why does God approve of SLAVERY!? (Mentioned in The Bible, I can quote if necessary.)
2 - Why does God condemn homosexuality, when science has shown us that people cannot control this? I'm straight male btw.
3 - Why does God choose to GRACE some sinners, but KILL/TORTURE others? Or even, the snake that he "cursed."
4 - In Deuteronomy it mentions a few acts of torture (stoning) in response to some sexual acts. This is HORRIBLE! Jesus would NEVER allow this! Is it possible that this was misinterpreted, or is God truly evil himself?
5 - Why do people say "Jesus is Lord," but The Bible clearly demonstrates that Jesus ALWAYS acts with grace, even to the most evil of man? To me, this speaks that Jesus is righteous and God has some evil himself.
6 - Why do they say "God always forgives you" or "Repent and you shall be set free from your sins"..etc, when, in the Bible, God clearly doesn't forgive everybody. He sends them to hell for eternity with no chance to escape, he curses some sinners...etc. I don't want a man who commits ANY crime against me, my family, or my fellow man to be cursed! Because I know this will not lead him towards righteousness. It will only show to him, that our God is not always forgiving. Our prison systems have proven this. Look at the men who are shown mercy, a LOT of them go on to live productive lives because of this.
7 - They say the devil can attack at any time. Is it possible, that when writing The Bible, that the writers were influenced by the Devil, and that is why some of the text has God doing evil things? If the answer here is "Yes" then this answers all the other questions I asked. Because then it would ALL make sense!
Thank you for your time! And God Bless!