The Oh Noes!
An expression of alarm, concern or resentment about a problem or error.
Being deeply spiritual will not save you from having this sensation. It could be discussed that being in alignment with God's Will more often than that will cause more instances of it. God uses you in more situations which are high stakes, or difficult and suddenly one is brought up short. "OH NO!"
The last two days have blurred into one long expression of alarm and concern. I'll spare you the details. It's bad and it's not about me for once. I told God, "This is crazy." God's replied, "This is ministry." Here are some phrases to describe the last two days. High-stakes, spy movie, mountain top followed by the valley of the shadow of death, glorious intervention. If I ever endeavored to follow neatly in the steps of Jesus: yes, yes, yes and now, now, now.
What do you do right after you say, 'Oh no"?
Job worshiped his God, saying "Blessed is the Lord who gives and takes away." I'm not at that level of spiritual maturity yet. My prayers are grasping in the dark for the hand of God. It might be pointed out that understanding why something is happening does not necessarily improve one's mood. Perceiving that God is participating usually does brighten the outlook on life.
What do I do? In this case, I looked around real quick for other saints who might be in the vicinity. Wouldn't you know, I was it.
[Mini-rant]: I hate that when some really nasty bit of evil is going on, there is a shortage of believers who accept that they and God are an army.
Ok. Back to the topic.
Then I trudge, because I haven't grown enough in my faith to anticipate that my participation in this act of God's power and glory has benefits for me, trudge in reluctance into God's Presence.
"Um, Lord? This situation is terrible..... Oh, I forgot to enter into Your Presence with praise and thanksgiving. I'm sorry."
"Time is short. You have work to do."
And with the forgiveness for being rude for how I approach God, that starts a dialogue which has many parts. I also have to extend forgiveness for others who aren't...
**Paying attention
**Don't want to be bothered or who don't care
**Only see events through basic humanity's filter--not aware of how faith works, for example.
Speaking of this work which is to be done, there's money to be spent too. God will not be indebted to anyone. I've always had God pay me back promptly and with much more added on. That said, the sacrifice is never convenient. The amount always seems to ruin some other expenditure that I personally wanted. Do make the connection that 'Oh no" also is the sound of your wallet opening up.
What else? [thinks]
My teen daughters use the word 'Adulting'.. that's right. Being mature now is a verb. Here it is in a sentence.
I was adulting last night because I made my own dinner.
When you are spiritually mature, well equipped in the Holy Spirit, God sends you on more missions for Him. Yes, there are some incredibly messy OH NOES. The last two days I was adulting in the LORD. God is awesome!