You are gravely mistaken.
Really?
Then perhaps you could persuade the curia to publicly distance itself from some of the fantastic visions of your "seers" who describe God in such terms.
5 Saints Who Had Terrifying Visions of Hell | ChurchPOP
QUOTE: “[A]ll within it is, on the contrary, close, confused, and crowded; every object tends to fill the mind with sensations of pain and grief; the marks of the
wrath and vengeance of God are visible everywhere; despair, like a vulture, gnaws every heart, and discord and misery reign around. […] In the city of Hell nothing is to be seen but
dismal dungeons, dark caverns, frightful deserts, fetid swamps filled with every imaginable species of poisonous and disgusting reptile.
What father would do this to his child, even a most rebellious child? What father would not seek to use punishments to remediate the ill in the child?
Compare that website to this:
The River of Fire - Kalomiros - Glory to God for All Things
QUOTE: "But why do men hate God? They hate Him not only because their deeds are dark while God is light, but also because they consider Him as a menace, as an imminent and eternal danger, as an adversary in court, as an opponent at law, as a public prosecutor and an eternal persecutor.
To them, God is no more the almighty physician who came to save them from illness and death, but rather a cruel judge and a vengeful inquisitor."
You see, the devil managed to make men believe that God does not really love us, that He really only loves Himself, and that He accepts us only if we behave as He wants us to behave; that He hates us if we do not behave as He ordered us to behave, and is offended by our insubordination to such a degree that we must pay for it by eternal tortures, created by Him for that purpose.
Who can love a torturer? Even those who try hard to save themselves from the wrath of God cannot really love Him. They love only themselves, trying to escape God’s vengeance and to achieve eternal bliss by managing to please this fearsome and extremely dangerous Creator.
Do you perceive the devil’s slander of our all loving, all kind, and absolutely good God? That is why in Greek the devil was given the name DIABOLOS, “the slanderer”.
All loving, all kind, and absolutely good God. That is not the picture that the Roman visionaries paint with the incredibly cruel tortures that they say are in the next life.
St. Isaac the Syrian said that the fires of hell are the scourging of God's love, not some vengeance put upon sinners so that God can get even and have His pound of flesh for our sins. It is His desire to cure, not to destroy.
I believed in the wrathful God for most of my life, and because of that, I lived in constant fear of hell and damnation for the slightest error. I was told by some that to have even one doctrine wrong meant eternal punishment. It is hard to feel comfortable or loved by such a deity who is so demanding and so not a father.
I wish to know God as loving Father....hence anything that describes Him in pagan terminology gets brushed off by me. I need to grow in His love, not cringe in fear of Him.