I once told people I had heard God speaking to me so some psych doctors and they said that I had a mental illness. The result that occured was they gave me medications that caused me to have severe headaches for about 7 hours out of the day. I had no choice in the matter, because the doctors had complete authority regarding the medication they would prescribe me and made me take it while I was in the hospital.
Since I had that on my record, the second time I visited a hospital under advice from family they thought I was crazy and made me take medications for the same mental illness again, accept this time they caused me ED. Still, the doctors had complete authority regarding the medication they would prescribe me and made me take it while I was in the hospital.
Perhaps the fact that I had talked about Jesus everyday during this time and even in places like a pornography shop had caused my parents to believe I was ill. Needless to say I fell into sin watching pornography trying to alleviate my erectile dysfunction, which the doctors where quick to deny I had even though I had said so. I wanted seven months for the drug in my system to go away. I hope that is not too vulgar for the church regulations.
My advice is not to tell psych doctors in a hospitable anything about your faith, especially if you live in a country where being a Christian is seen as a minus. Because of the seriousness of my testimony and the fact it casts a black shadow on my name that will forever haunt me I will not post my name. I wish I could of held on longer like the suffering of Job but unlike the painful headaches I would get, the constant reminder of the fact I may never have an enjoyable relationship with any significant other and the wierdness my body felt would get to me. I would be in tears by now if I could only cry because for some reason as I got older it is harder and harder for me to shed any tears.
Since I had that on my record, the second time I visited a hospital under advice from family they thought I was crazy and made me take medications for the same mental illness again, accept this time they caused me ED. Still, the doctors had complete authority regarding the medication they would prescribe me and made me take it while I was in the hospital.
Perhaps the fact that I had talked about Jesus everyday during this time and even in places like a pornography shop had caused my parents to believe I was ill. Needless to say I fell into sin watching pornography trying to alleviate my erectile dysfunction, which the doctors where quick to deny I had even though I had said so. I wanted seven months for the drug in my system to go away. I hope that is not too vulgar for the church regulations.
My advice is not to tell psych doctors in a hospitable anything about your faith, especially if you live in a country where being a Christian is seen as a minus. Because of the seriousness of my testimony and the fact it casts a black shadow on my name that will forever haunt me I will not post my name. I wish I could of held on longer like the suffering of Job but unlike the painful headaches I would get, the constant reminder of the fact I may never have an enjoyable relationship with any significant other and the wierdness my body felt would get to me. I would be in tears by now if I could only cry because for some reason as I got older it is harder and harder for me to shed any tears.
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