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The scary thing about predestination is that we have no control whether we go to heaven or hell. We do understand that grace is a free unmerited gift, that we don't deserve.
I always wondered, can one really truly have faith in Jesus Christ yet not be saved because he was not predestined to heaven? I've been thinking about this myself, what if I am deluded and I don't actually have faith even though I believe, and that my regeneration was either a psychological reaction instead of a miracle or that God is allowing familiar spirits to play tricks on me making me think I have the Holy Spirit when I don't.
But that seems like dangerous thinking. Ever since I looked into predestination it has always caused some fear, as in making me think I am fooling myself and even though I have faith and even walk in my faith I have to wait or wonder when God is going to actually save me or if he will save me.
The only things I have as evidence is I believe in God, I believe that Jesus is God that he died for my sins, and that he raised from the dead. I believe the Bible is his word. I have had a miracle happen the moment I believed such as experiencing something mysterious and my life changing rapidly overnight, and my ongoing sanctification, the feeling a presence during communion, and my baptism.
But how do I know if I actually believe and I'm not just saying that and doing everything out of obedience in vain or that the miracles and the feeling of a presence was just a psychological thing I triggered? Or maybe I am just overcomplicating myself. I get worried at times because eternity is a long time without God.
Maybe I am misinterpreting the predestination view and thinking more of the hyper-Calvinist view instead?
The way I lived my life in the past, and the history with the struggles of my family I would never think God would choose me out of all people. I have friends from different religions that are raised in families and have a love for God, but they do not know Jesus Christ. They seem more worthy to be saved rather than me, and they reject the gospel anyways.
Why God would choose me? A poor man from a family with a rough history who hasn't seeked God, I don't know. While I have friends from successful families, who have a love for God but none of them know Jesus Christ and reject him. They are good people, but its sad to see they reject Jesus.
I understand and know having a relationship with God, and having eternal life is a priceless thing. Nothing in the world can compare. But I wonder what if my faith is not real and I am predestined to hell anyways?
I always wondered, can one really truly have faith in Jesus Christ yet not be saved because he was not predestined to heaven? I've been thinking about this myself, what if I am deluded and I don't actually have faith even though I believe, and that my regeneration was either a psychological reaction instead of a miracle or that God is allowing familiar spirits to play tricks on me making me think I have the Holy Spirit when I don't.
But that seems like dangerous thinking. Ever since I looked into predestination it has always caused some fear, as in making me think I am fooling myself and even though I have faith and even walk in my faith I have to wait or wonder when God is going to actually save me or if he will save me.
The only things I have as evidence is I believe in God, I believe that Jesus is God that he died for my sins, and that he raised from the dead. I believe the Bible is his word. I have had a miracle happen the moment I believed such as experiencing something mysterious and my life changing rapidly overnight, and my ongoing sanctification, the feeling a presence during communion, and my baptism.
But how do I know if I actually believe and I'm not just saying that and doing everything out of obedience in vain or that the miracles and the feeling of a presence was just a psychological thing I triggered? Or maybe I am just overcomplicating myself. I get worried at times because eternity is a long time without God.
Maybe I am misinterpreting the predestination view and thinking more of the hyper-Calvinist view instead?
The way I lived my life in the past, and the history with the struggles of my family I would never think God would choose me out of all people. I have friends from different religions that are raised in families and have a love for God, but they do not know Jesus Christ. They seem more worthy to be saved rather than me, and they reject the gospel anyways.
Why God would choose me? A poor man from a family with a rough history who hasn't seeked God, I don't know. While I have friends from successful families, who have a love for God but none of them know Jesus Christ and reject him. They are good people, but its sad to see they reject Jesus.
I understand and know having a relationship with God, and having eternal life is a priceless thing. Nothing in the world can compare. But I wonder what if my faith is not real and I am predestined to hell anyways?
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