Is that im at the point of not caring that i sin. Ive tried so many times to stay repentant. And fail and fail again, there has to be something wrong. Feel free to discuss or debate or bless or whatever. It is the junkdrawer.
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Seeings this is the junk drawer, here's some junk for you to think about.
How does one stay repentant, you either repent or you don't, there isn't a state of being which you remain in, Jesus said be hot or cold but don't be lukewarm, otherwise He will spew you out of His mouth, that is the state staying repentant,(lukewarm), have you felt as though you were being spewed out?
You say
I'm at the point of not caring that I sin, I fail and fail again, there has to be something wrong.
The thing that is wrong is that you do not understand the meaning of Repentance, Repentance isn't feelings of remorse, or being sorrowful, Repentance is STOPPING, it's TURNING AROUND from your sin, and going in the opposite direction, this in a nutshell is what is wrong, you have not truly Repented.
Jesus told the woman caught in adultery to go and sin no more, He wasn't telling her to not steal, or lie, He was telling her to not go and commit adultery again, that was her sin and she needed to repent of that sin, she needed to stop committing adultery.
The other thing is, babes in Christ will continually mess in their diaper, you will fill a diaper on a regular basis until you have learned to STOP messing in it, at that point you will begin to walk because you have gained some knowledge that you are able to walk in, which makes you stronger, you will still fill a diaper from time to time, that is normal, but these mishaps aren't something that should be the norm in your Christian walk, God doesn't condemn you for falling down, but it displeases Him when you remain sitting in the mess.
Rom. 2:4
Or despisest thou the riches of his goodness and forbearance and longsuffering; not knowing that the goodness of God leadeth thee to repentance?
Three questions.
When were you Saved?
When were you Baptized?
How often to you Read and Study the Bible?