The Safe Place - Venting thread.

[Criada]

There are times when we just want to get something off our chest in a safe place, without starting a discussion, or being showered with advice.

So... in this thread, feel free to vent, without fear of being judged.
Make sure you keep within the rules.. no bad language, flaming, giving or criticising medical advice to others.

Encourage others, offer hugs, but please don't give advice unless specifically asked, or comment on other people's views.

And thanks to jellybean for giving me the idea that such a thread may be useful

 

[Soulwings]

Thank you for creating this thread, Criada. I think that it will be much appreciated.

 

[jellybean99]

There are times when we just want to get something off our chest in a safe place, without starting a discussion, or being showered with advice.

So... in this thread, feel free to vent, without fear of being judged.
Make sure you keep within the rules.. no bad language, flaming, giving or criticising medical advice to others.

Encourage others, offer hugs, but please don't give advice unless specifically asked, or comment on other people's views.

And thanks to jellybean for giving me the idea that such a thread may be useful

I'm so honored to be the poster boy for bipolar lunacy. Thank you so much for this! How will I ever find a way to show my appreciation?

 

[JesusFreak2008]

Venting.

Well lets start with the fact that I'm going on two hours of sleep in the past 48 hours. Manic, then depressed in the never ending cycle of bipolar. I feel like I'm riding a roller coaster here. Then I have to work every day from 6:00am until 1:30pm, some may be like oh quit complaining, but this is a completely different schedual then my body is used to. I'm used to sleeping when I want so this new schedual is really kicking my body into bad shape. Then on top of which I'm extremly moody because my "friend" decided to come today, extremly early, and so I'm worried. And on top of that, add the stress of the never ending Jason arguing with me, hitting me, and telling me im the one wrong, and then add the confusion because I like my friend..

When will it ever end?

 

[Soulwings]

EDIT - Jellybean, I think that some proper appreciation, not sarcasm, would be a good thing here... because I think that this will be a good thread to have. I know that I will appreciate it, for one.

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ARGH!!!!



I am so sick of college...
...so sick of being nice to people...
...so sick of bipolar...
...so sick of grades...
...so sick of meds...
...so sick of TRYING AND TRYING AND NEVER BEING GOOD ENOUGH!!!

 

[Criada]

((((((((((Soulwings)))))))))

 

[Ariel]

((((JesusFreak2008))))

((((Soulwings))))

jellybean, would you like a hug as well? ((((jellybean))))

One for Criada for starting this great thread:

((((Criada))))

I could use a hug too, although I have nothing to vent--at least not right now. I just wanted to say great thread!

 

[Criada]

(((((((((((Ariel))))))))))))
You don't have to vent to get a hug, sweetie. Thank you for being such a wonderful encourager!

 

[Ariel]

Awwww......that makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside....even a bit teary eyed Thanks!

 

[lonelyboy]

I need a hug.

 

[BlessedMommy05]

Thank you for this thread! What a great idea

Well I got a slight vent.. My Hubbie woke up in a bad mood and I didnt know it and I joked with him asking him to take the day off,and he nearly did call in. He was changing our son and some thing was said, and then he said to me "Your making my life a living h*ll" and I said to him well thats real MATURE! Thanks! I cant get it out of my head.. <sigh>

So I'm kind of upset even tho Hub did apologize its still hard.. Words cant be taken back..

Anyway thanks for this thread..

Laura

 

[Ariel]

I need a hug.

((((((((lonelyboy))))))))

Hugs always given here.

 

[Criada]

(((((((Lonelyboy)))))))

(((((((BlessedMommy05)))))))

 

[Ariel]

(((((Laura BlessedMommy05)))))

 

[Moriah_Conquering_Wind]

Does one have to be bipolar, specifically, to share in this thread?
and ...
would really bad poetry be welcome ... LOL ...

 

[JesusFreak2008]

AHHHHH


I'm gonna SNAP



Jason HIT me AGAIN! I'm just gonna pack my stuff and walk to NC where DJ is. 800 miles, 11 days..ugh..


Father Help me HERE

 

[Criada]

((((((JesusFreak))))))

I know I said no advice in here... but, you need to be safe, sweetie!
Praying!

 

[JesusFreak2008]

A REAL hug would be much needed right now. But thanks Cridia. ... the pain just keeps coming. Stupid Satan..hes already affecting me..when im weak..i hate it..

 

[Soulwings]

Moriah, there's a thread for creative writing & art, but that is pretty much for bipolar people... I guess... I don't know. But if the poetry is venting poetry, then go for it, I guess. There aren't many rules for this thread.

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(((((((Laura))))))) Thinking of and praying for you, love.

(((((((A-M))))))) Hang tough, beautiful - you can make it. I know you can.

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((((((Ariel))))))) - you are indeed a good encourager - as are you, Criada. Thank you two for being so lovely. s

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I am frustrated that I had to get up this morning. Sounds silly but I really don't want to face another day of being upbeat and awake in the morning, then getting all crappy and teary after the meds and the caffeine wear off. It's hard to deal with, really, and uni is as well... and both together make me want to cry even more.

 

[Ariel]

((((((JesusFreak)))))) I am praying for you. May God's blessing and peace be upon you.

(((((Moriah))))) I continue to pray for you, too.

(((((SoulWings))))) I am praying for you, may our precious Father give you peace this day.