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WARNING!!!! Venting Rampage is about to occur!!

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I'm SOOO sick of doctors!
I'm SOOO sick of my parents treating me like a baby!
I'm SOOO sick of the thoughts of self-harm!
I'm SOOO sick of racing thoughts!
I'm SOOO sick of schoolwork!
I'm SOOO sick of not being able to concentrate on anything!
I'm SOOO sick of bad grades!
And I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOO sick of anxiety and stupid bipolar disorder!!!! WILL LIFE EVER WORK OUT FOR ME!??!?!!??!?!?!?!?

Life is stupid!!! I never do anything right, my parents never approve of me, my friends stab me in the back on a regular basis, I can never get my grades up, AND MY MEDS NEVER FREAKING WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why is life so hard??!?! WHY!??!?!?!

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WARNING!!!! Venting Rampage is about to occur!!

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I'm SOOO sick of doctors!
I'm SOOO sick of my parents treating me like a baby!
I'm SOOO sick of the thoughts of self-harm!
I'm SOOO sick of racing thoughts!
I'm SOOO sick of schoolwork!
I'm SOOO sick of not being able to concentrate on anything!
I'm SOOO sick of bad grades!
And I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOO sick of anxiety and stupid bipolar disorder!!!! WILL LIFE EVER WORK OUT FOR ME!??!?!!??!?!?!?!?

Life is stupid!!! I never do anything right, my parents never approve of me, my friends stab me in the back on a regular basis, I can never get my grades up, AND MY MEDS NEVER FREAKING WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why is life so hard??!?! WHY!??!?!?!

:argh::runcry::stress::tantrum::ueee::whyy:


I second everything you say!!!

However - wait on the Lord, again I say rejoice, rejoice you will overcome Hellish agony and still be praising Him. He alone is good!
 
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I met with yet another therapist today to do an intake. It lasted 3 hours long. Why must I have to go over every little tid bit about how horrible my life has been???? Why must they dissect everything that happened to me and while typing gasp, "oh my--- that is so horrible!!!" Don't you think I know that, lady?!?!?!?

Anything else you want to say that could be useful??????

(I miss my old therapist)
 
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Arghhhh!!! It's 12:30am here, and I just want to sleep, but can't because I'm so anxious. I already took my prn Klonopins plus my daily dosage, and I don't want to abuse the drug so I won't take any more, even though I'm pretty sure another mg would knock me out and I've got extra...

So now I'm relying on Sleepytime tea with honey. I feel pretty rotten and my eyes are heavy, but as soon as I lie down I tense up again and can't sleep. It sucks so much.

:cry::cry:

I know, I'm a wimp. It's only one night and that doesn't mean it's going to last. But I am already so exhausted... yesterday was an anxiety-ridden day - on a scale of 1-10 anxiety was at least a 10 if not an 11. Through the freaking roof. And I fought so hard to avoid having a panic attack... now my body is rebelling and being horribly tense, and I don't know what to do about it.

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((((Sqiz)))) I am sorry. Sometimes life is like that, but it won't always be so hard. Praying for you. :hug:

Thanks, Ariel, I finally got my school work turned in, but my grades are still failing in Algebra, because my teacher hates me...:( :( :( :( :(

My therapist is going to talk to my Algebra teacher to let her know what all is going on, and how I should be treated because of my disorder...I'm kind of have mixed emotions about that, though. Like, it feels good that I'm getting the respect I deserve, but, on the other hand, I feel sort of treated differently, like I'm not normal...:(

Right now I'm at my friends house, and things are crashing...I don't have any of my anxiety pills to take, so I'm really scared...:( :( :( Just pray for me, please, anyone who sees this... :(
 
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Praying. Hang tough. ((((Sqiz)))) I'm glad that your T is going to be talking with your teacher; hopefully that will help you out a bit. :hug::hug:

Thank you for the prayers, I did have a minor panic attack last night, but I made it through.

Yes, hopefully my therapist can do something about the way my teacher treats me.

:)
 
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