. . . .It is very emotional and sympathetic of you to prefer annihilation rather than to know the wicked suffer the just punishment of their sin in hell, but such a preference reveals how low a view of God's holiness and how weak an understanding of the depravity of your own sin you possess. . . .
Are your seriously claiming to know my thoughts, my view of God's Holiness, my understanding of the the depravity of my own sins, in essence my relationship with the Holy Trinity? You are not the judge of my soul.
But if God was a monster? Would you serve Him then just because He was God? If God was petty, and capricious, and evil would you serve Him? Probably not. We serve God because He is a good God who we can trust to be merciful, and gracious, and kind to us.
Actually, someone whom I love deeply, said that he could not serve a God who would cast all, who didn't follow him, into eternal torment. So, you are right, if we find God to be a "monster," we probably won't serve Him.
I can understand one who is searching posing such questions and arriving at such a conclusion.
However, it is really quite shocking to hear this from a Christian. You are suggesting that we look at God's actions and decide whether or not he is "petty, and capricious, and evil" or a "monster." If we find that He is any of these things, you are saying we probably would not serve Him.
By what standard are we to judge God's actions to see if He is an evil monster? Do we judge Him based on what we, as individuals, believe to be evil? So, what would qualify in the definition of a monster?
Genocide?
Killing everything that breathes, when conquering a city?
Thrusting swords through infants?
Killing children?
Enslaving captives?
Beheadings? Dismembering bodies?
Setting apart both animals and people for destruction/execution?
Striking terror far and wide, because of the above actions?
These very things are happening now, and we call it evil. It's in the news all the time.
Does that mean, as you said, we probably wouldn't follow a God who did these things? Why, then, are you following God?
I think your comments take us, as Christians, into dangerous territory. We have no right to judge man, and certainly no right to judge God.
I'm trying to understand the meaning of Holy Scripture, and specifically in this thread, the meaning of Hell and the fate of our souls.