Ok, I'll tell you right now that I follow logic, and reason. And let's have an exercise in logic and/or reason for a minute, shall we...?
I'm going to have to ask everyone to lay all biases of any kind aside for a minute, ok, and follow along with me...
Is it logical or reasonable to assume that everything in the Old and New testaments was completely made up, or all was a lie, etc...?
Leaving aside your own personal biases in your own inability to accept the "supernatural" for a minute, is it logical to believe that they were all made up, or that the people were lying about all of it, etc...? Because I don't think it is logical to believe or assume that, etc... It is a lot more logical that they were reporting the truth about the power they witnessed, etc, and that they were only recording "history", etc, in the OT, with the plagues of Egypt, and other "stuff" that happened supernaturally in the OT, and in the NT, with Jesus, with all that he did that was quote/unquote "supernatural", etc... Logic says that, for one, these creatures or beings actually existed, God in the OT, and Jesus in the New, etc, and also that there is a power that exists that can do these things, and that these people were not lying, and that there is no way they could have invented this, or just made this all up, and that they were only recording "history", etc... So, you are left with a conundrum, and that is the evidence that there is power that can do these things that actually exists, etc... And I'd like to propose that this is a power comes from God the Spirit, who was God in the OT, or who is God the Holy Spirit in the NT now, who has always been here from the very beginning, but is not God the Heavenly Father that Jesus reasoned also exists, etc... But, this One (God the Spirit) does have power, etc, but just not power over man's choices, or his (man's) supposed free will, etc...
In the beginning, this One started out with whatever He said or spoke, always coming to pass or always happening just like He said, etc, so, there was no reason at all for Him to think or assume otherwise, etc, that is, until man came along, etc, and then, after that for the very first time, was his very first experience with things not always happening the way He laid out, or things not always happening or going according to the way He assumed, or always in line with His expectations, or plans, etc...
Plans had to change after the fall and after man in the Garden first disobeyed, etc, but it has always been His plan to have or created a race of people, or a society or nation of people, that would rule, eventually peacefully, over all others in the earth, and this was what He has been trying to do since the beginning, and all throughout the OT, and at every step along the way, and whenever plans had to change or be altered along the way, etc...
They all ended up in failure however, and the need to enact the plan of Jesus Christ having to come, became necessary, or needed to be instituted, etc...
So, He impregnated Mary with His own essence, or seed, in order to give birth to Jesus, etc... This was not a plan He wanted to always have happen always, but it became absolutely necessary, etc...
He showed Abraham the possibility of this might needing to happen, and Abraham understood why it should not be any Father's first choice, without having at first tried absolutely everything else first, etc...
The anguish the man Jesus would have to go through having to come to the realizations and truths he would have to come to, would bring both of them a lot of great anguish, and a lot of hell and great pain, etc... And it is what I talked about earlier with Jesus, sometime between the ages of twelve and thirty, knowing that there was another Father, or higher or greater God than God in the OT, who was also his Father, but that there was also another higher One, who was also his and our Father, etc... The hell this would bring both of them was neither of them's first choice, but it did become absolutely necessary, etc...
Jesus came to know all of what he had to do in his role as the Messiah, etc, and it wasn't all very pretty or at first very welcomed, etc, but he did do it, and he did it all, and did it all perfectly in or by the end of it, etc... He showed us that higher Father in himself, while at the same time trying his best not to betray his other Father that he also knew and had a very deep relationship with, etc, (they talked all the time, or the whole entire time, etc), anyway, and in so doing, sacrificed himself, and paid the ultimate price, forever paving the way for possible salvation, if each man each individually so chooses, etc, of us all, etc...
God in the OT did actually exist, for this is where all the power comes from, but He was not the highest of greatest, and did not always and at all times, always absolutely know all always, etc...
So it was necessary for Him to learn, both through failure in the OT, and from Jesus his Son, personally, in the New, etc, after which He changed in the way He dealt with/handled the rest of mankind, etc...
This is the One that is still here now, and that we can now have a personal relationship with now just like Jesus did now, etc, for we are the temples now, and we can be reconciled to that One now, without having to be completely free of all sin now, because that's what Jesus changed by all of what he did in the NT, and the NC now, etc... We can have Him talking to us now, and be a primary voice inside or heads now, etc... If you would like, or if you want Him to now, etc... But you do have to first come to know Him first, etc... And what I am right now telling you right now should with help that now, etc... I hear Him quite a bit now... Do you, or do you want (Him) to, etc...?
God Bless!