Support thread for ED/SI/etc ... come on in! *poss. trig* (4)

[Soulwings]

I know what you mean, Loves. I do the same thing... the best thing is to get rid of those photos, I think, for whoever is going to want to look at them again? They were of you when you were unhealthy, and no one wants to be reminded of all of that. Especially if it triggers you. And I hate it when people say "Oh wow, April, you look healthy..." ... because in my mind "healthy" means "hearty" and "hearty" means "fat." Gotta love the way our minds work sometimes!!

Ari, how are you doing?

 

[LovesEnduringPromise]

I know what you mean, Loves. I do the same thing... the best thing is to get rid of those photos, I think, for whoever is going to want to look at them again? They were of you when you were unhealthy, and no one wants to be reminded of all of that. Especially if it triggers you. And I hate it when people say "Oh wow, April, you look healthy..." ... because in my mind "healthy" means "hearty" and "hearty" means "fat." Gotta love the way our minds work sometimes!!

Ari, how are you doing?

Yah thats exactly how my mind works! Ugh.......

 

[katey]

hey to everyone.

April my therapy session just went ddeep into some things i'd tried to block of for a long time and just bringign them up got my slightly upset. and just some things that we talked about got to me a little bit.
i'm still not too good didnt get much sleep aagin. i have to give it until monday and if i'm stil not sleeping my community nurse is going to try and get me some short term sleeping tablets just to help a little bit.

howz everyone else doing ? xx

 

[LovesEnduringPromise]

Im so tired. And thinking about not eating is very tempting right now....I want to lose about ten pounds....

 

[GoGators]

Im so tired. And thinking about not eating is very tempting right now....I want to lose about ten pounds....

Ditto, except I want to loose about forty pounds.

 

[beckybooiloveu]

I'm sorry I keep harping on the same thing. :o

How is everyone doing tonight?

Katey, I hope you feel better soon. And why was your therapy session so hard? (if you don't mind me asking. if you do, just don't bother answering.)

Kerin, how are you doing?

Bec, what about you? are you feeling any better?

im abit better. dont have a fever anymore and im not as blocked which is good...
but im exhausted still... very tired... it is only seven pm and im about to go to bed... lol

 

[Arianna]

that is a great idea Bec, get some sleep

 

[katey]

Bec glad your feeling a little bit better, but yeah sleeps alwasy good, if you can get any.

i'm feeling a little bit better today, i've got a bit more energy (even though i've not slept properly in ages) but yeah just going to have to watch it thoughcoz i sumtimes go really hyped up wen i've not slept n it tends to b followed by a big downer wich isnt good.

 

[LovesEnduringPromise]

Im so tired too, like many of you. I only got like three hrs of sleep last night. I woke up in pain w/ a UTI. But its gone now I drank alot of cranberry juice. Is it common to have alot of UTI's especially when you have an eating disorder...since your not getting enough nutrients/fluids...and its a cause for more bacteria to infest?

 

[katey]

i kno that i'm prone to gettin infection. i get uti a lot i'm not sure if its common for u to get them if u've got and Ed but i kno i get them a lot and i'm prone to kindey infections aswell and thats not nice.

hope your feeling better now though. and not getting enough sleep doesnt help i know that much xx

 

[LovesEnduringPromise]

Yeah getting better. I have been drinking alot of cranberry juice(though high in sugar)...Id rather drink the sugar than feel this pain...

 

[LovesEnduringPromise]

I just hope it dont lead to kidney infection. I know those must hurt...you take any meds for it katey?

 

[katey]

hugs gald your feeling bit better, yeah craberry juice does help. and kindey infections hurt a lot. i'm not currently on n e meds at the minute for that but i was on sum stuff for my kindeys while i was in hospital. but i was on that much stuff i can never remebr wwhich one was which lol.

if it becomes a recurring problem i'd make a point with the docs about it n they might b able to give you soemthing

 

[Arianna]

I hope you both feel better Katey and Sabrina

Sorry you feel like that April :-(

you are so beautiful, not fat at all :-(

I'm ok thanks April

xxx

 

[Arianna]

i don't want to feel like this :-(

 

[the_box_of_giggles]

*snuggle*

 

[katey]

i don't want to feel like this :-(

hugz whats up hun? xxx

 

[GoGators]

*snuggles*

I won't be on here this week because I have church camp, and I am super excited about it!! I will be praying for you all while I am gone.

 

[Arianna]

Hope you have a great time Arianna

Thanks Katey and Ally (<--i forgot how you spell your name)
I'm just being stupid....
i don't feel as bad now....

 

[Daysoni]

Just popping in a bit. Tying to get ready for work and running arrands.