Support thread for ED/SI/etc ... come on in! *poss. trig* (4)

[katey]

heya everyone, i'm bk from my few dasy away. howz everyone?

 

[the_box_of_giggles]

*snuggle*

 

[Daysoni]

/me pops in again.

Bec, I do hope that you feel better soon... especially with uni going on now. Try not to overdo it, okay, lil sis? You need to take care of yourself if you're to do well!!

Daysoni. I hope that everything turns out okay; sounds like you're madly busy with everything! Keep us up to date on what's going on in your life - we miss you!

How are y'all this morning? *snuggles*

I miss not having as much time to hang out on the forums as I used to have. But a plus is that I'm so busy that it helps me not to get caught up as much on my symptoms..

 

[Arianna]

hello lovely ones

How are you doing Katey? and how are you Daysoni and Bec?

xxxxxxx

 

[katey]

heya, i'm not great today. feeling bit low. but i think its because i had such a high while i was away the past few days and i've come home to a lot of stress and tension, and to everything that wasnt going right. i had my #day follwo up today (well yesterday coz its not thursday) and it just feels like i'm not going # b able to do n e thing without sum# watching me, theres now so mnay ppl involved in my care i just feel really crowded, i know theyr only doing it to help and and to keepy me safe and stopp me getting that bad again but i'm all confused now who am i ment to ring if summit ahppens or who do i talk to if i juts wanna chat!!! i dnt know what i'm ment # do. i've got so mnay diff appointments i have to go to and it just feels like its taking over the little bit of life i had. sorry that was a little bit of a rant there. theres just a lot going on in my head right now, and i cant sleep so thats making me worse and am worrying about my psychology appointment tomorrow!!!!

AHHAAHHAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i just wanna scream and shout!!


howz everyone else doing xx

 

[PureGrace]

*stumbles in and looks around*

anyone remember little old me?

 

[katey]

*stumbles in and looks around*

anyone remember little old me?

hey, yeah hello how you doing? xx

 

[PureGrace]

I'm ok thanks How about yourself?

 

[katey]

i'm not great today, bit stressed out. i've had a good few days though went away to see some friends, i came out of hospital last week i've been in there for ages. so i havent been around for a while either.

 

[PureGrace]

i'm not great today, bit stressed out. i've had a good few days though went away to see some friends, i came out of hospital last week i've been in there for ages. so i havent been around for a while either.

aw no, thats no fun. I know how it goes with the stress, ive got stress up to my earlobes lately. its nice that you got to see your friends!

 

[katey]

yeah it was ghood to see friends it was a catholic youth camp that i've been going on for bout # years and last year i ended up in hopsital while on it so it was a little bit awkward at first but they were fine.
stress isnt good at all x

 

[Soulwings]

Hiya Kate. 'Course I remember you.

Things with me are awful. I look horrible, I feel horrible, and my perception can't be distorted. My weight went up this week so my calorie amount is being cut in HALF .... barely above starvation diet..... that makes it so tempting to restrict except I know that if I do, I'm going to gain weight. Funny, isn't it, that I gain weight no matter what I do? I've never had a stable weight, and I don't believe in weight loss anymore, no more optimism, no more hope..... yet I do NOT want to look like this, like a FAT SOW for the rest of my life. So y'know what? I'm stuck. Stuckstuckstuckstuckstuck.

Sometimes I really, really hate life.

 

[Daysoni]

Hiya Kate. 'Course I remember you.

Things with me are awful. I look horrible, I feel horrible, and my perception can't be distorted. My weight went up this week so my calorie amount is being cut in HALF .... barely above starvation diet..... that makes it so tempting to restrict except I know that if I do, I'm going to gain weight. Funny, isn't it, that I gain weight no matter what I do? I've never had a stable weight, and I don't believe in weight loss anymore, no more optimism, no more hope..... yet I do NOT want to look like this, like a FAT SOW for the rest of my life. So y'know what? I'm stuck. Stuckstuckstuckstuckstuck.

Sometimes I really, really hate life.

I so understand what your feeling right now. That dreded stuck place. I had been feeling it a bit but starting to date now after a really long time has put me there again. I'm stuck between just being me and doing it the long hard way. Or doing it the fast ED way. I just need to take some weight off fast.

 

[beckybooiloveu]

*HUGE HUGS* for evryone! im praying for you all!

 

[MyaShane]

Sorry that's happening April. I can't imagine how frustrating that is. I'm out of suggestions for this anymore, but not out of prayers - so here's for you!


Hi Daysoni and Katey! How are you?

 

[Daysoni]

Sorry that's happening April. I can't imagine how frustrating that is. I'm out of suggestions for this anymore, but not out of prayers - so here's for you!


Hi Daysoni and Katey! How are you?

I'm doing ok have a couple of days off. They have been calling me to come into work both days but I said no. I felt bad but I needed to spend time relaxing and with my son.

 

[katey]

i'm really really tired tonight, and am not feeling to well at the minute i've got a cold and i think am getting a kidney infection (its highly likely as i am extememly prone to them)

i had my therapy session today and it was really hatrd and really didnt help how i was feeling. i've got my counciling tomorrow, i juust want to curl up in a corner right now

hows everyone else? xx

 

[Soulwings]

I'm sorry I keep harping on the same thing. :o

How is everyone doing tonight?

Katey, I hope you feel better soon. And why was your therapy session so hard? (if you don't mind me asking. if you do, just don't bother answering.)

Kerin, how are you doing?

Bec, what about you? are you feeling any better?

 

[Arianna]

Hi

April - it's fine.. we understand that it is very frustrating to keep thinking and feeling the same things over again.

Hi Katey - how are you this morning? I hope you managed to get some sleep?

Daysoni - have a great time on your days off

How are you Kerin?

 

[LovesEnduringPromise]

Ugh you know what triggers me? I am looking back at pictures on my desktop of myself a year ago when I was very underweight...and its making me want that body again...its weird I envy my body a year ago....now Im healthy...and I hate that..healthy usually means normal looking and meat on your bones