I agree with both of them that probably the best thing you can do is find someone you can trust, and the best way to do that would be through a church with people face to face. But I realize that can be hard/uncomfortable for some people. I sent you a PM and you can feel free to reply to me if you'd like and I'd love to talk things out with you and offer advice. But it would be good for you to start establishing friendships with strong Christian people who you could build up a trust for.
I got you're PM and thank you for messaging me. Unfortunity I can't reply on there because I have less than 15 forum posts. I will give you my reply on here until I build up a few more forum posts:
Hey there, thanks so much for helping me and offinging your advice =) it means so much to me.
My main troubles are with my boyfriend, Casey, and resisting all the temptations that go along with that.
First off, we're only 18 and we live together with his family. I've been living with him for over a year now. We didn't want to go through a long distance relationship and God wasnt really a priority in my life at the time when I moved in, now that has changed.
I've been feeling God trying to speak to me lately and I told Casey that. Of course, we've been having sex but I told him I don't want to anymore. Well last night we had a huge talk about it. He opened up to me like he never has before. He told me things about himself that I never knew. He said he has major self esteam issues because he always felt like no one wanted him and that he would be a virgin forever, and them I came along and he doesn't want that to go away. He also feels like having sex with me is the only way he can prove his love. I told him that it's not, that I know he loves me even if we dont have sex, but he didint seam to understand that concept. He like had a panick attack about all of this last night and I couldnt stand to see him hurting like that so I told him we could keep having sex. I dont want to though, I want to do what God wants for me.
I really want up to pursue God together but I dont think Casey is at that point in his life right now. I've been praying about this but I'm still waiting for an answer.
Well anyways, I coould go on forever about our talk and just about our relationship in general, but I wont. I would just really appreciate some good christian advice. I know most people would tell me that I shouldnt be with a guy that's going to pressure me but I love him with all my heart and we've been though everything together. I dont know what I'd do without him.
The way I see it, we have 4 options:
1) Break up, but I dont think I could ever do that.
2) Stay togther and try couples councelling at a church, I dont know if Casey would be up for that though.
3) Just pursue God by mayself and keep saying no even though it tears him appart.
4) Elope or something?
I don't know. I'm just so lost right now. But thanks so much for listenign to my rant and helping me. It means so much to me.