asking for prayer is hard for some reason. i've edited this about five times so far. it's three weeks now since my best friends death, and i'm having a hard time adjusting still. keep being overwhelmed by loneliness and selfishness thinking how much i miss having someone to talk to, laugh with, share things with etc. i miss her - i hate feeling this way; not coping that well with it. then other things have been happening and usually i could share them with her; but ...... obviously not any longer. anyway, please pray