- Jul 22, 2017
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I'm requesting prayers that the Father will provide or show me how to understand recent events...and to have hope for the future. The past two weeks I've prayed hard for a certain outcome, for hope. Today that was destroyed, like He just sent me to His voicemail. I do not question the sovereignty of the Father. I would however like to understand the why, and to know if there is any hope in this situation. In 2012, I was in a much worse position in the same sort of mindset, and I almost killed myself. I do not want to get that rock bottom again, but right now I see no hope. Only He can get me out of this....yet I am not heard, or at the very least cast aside.