Um hello...
i recently posted before and im really thankful for the encouraging replies ive gotten
but to be honest i still feel troubled...
i feel like God wants me to do something to save my enemies (a guy and a girl whom i accidentally turned away from God and accidentally misled down the path of destruction, who have turned to sorcery and have been trying to destroy me and my fam )
i have been seeing reminders of the guy and girl being on the road of destruction, and i see words such as ‘save, give, share the truth, save enemies, shop’ as well as words like ‘perish, vengeance: flaming lake of fire’.
i once heard God say that He would avenge the girl. ><
i also feel like unless i do something to save them, God may cause me and my family to perish (i have also been seeing the words ‘die, death’ and my family members’ and my birthdates followed by scary signs.).
i also came across an instagram post about how someone told queen esther that if she didnt save the Jews, someone else could do it but she and her family would perish. this feels exactly like what i am going through right now
i also feel like i have been like king ahab, in the sense that he did wrong, God offered him help, but he didnt listen and relied on his own smarts. in the end he and his family died.
God has told me to do stuff to bring the guy and girl back to Him before but i was either scared, unworthy, or selfish
the guy was using me as a backup as he saw that girl, and dumped me the moment he got her. i felt jealous of her too and felt like God blessed her at the expense of my heartbreak. i found it hard to be used by God to help her or encourage her. but God was upset with me
now i feel like God wants me to do stuff to save them but i feel so confused. ever since i left God for that guy i have been finding it hard to discern God’s voice. i am also afraid of doing anything lest i make things worse. i have been punished for making mistakes in the past ><
the guy and girl are also indulging in witchcraft and sorcery, and im afraid of them
i feel perplexed. i dont want my family and i to perish, but i also feel afraid of doing anything to save the guy and girl.
im also not completely sure what i should do to save them
could someone help me pray to Jesus for:
1) protection of me and my family
2) mercy on us
3) what i should do to save the guy and girl?
this would mean so much. thank you so much!
i recently posted before and im really thankful for the encouraging replies ive gotten
but to be honest i still feel troubled...
i feel like God wants me to do something to save my enemies (a guy and a girl whom i accidentally turned away from God and accidentally misled down the path of destruction, who have turned to sorcery and have been trying to destroy me and my fam )
i have been seeing reminders of the guy and girl being on the road of destruction, and i see words such as ‘save, give, share the truth, save enemies, shop’ as well as words like ‘perish, vengeance: flaming lake of fire’.
i once heard God say that He would avenge the girl. ><
i also feel like unless i do something to save them, God may cause me and my family to perish (i have also been seeing the words ‘die, death’ and my family members’ and my birthdates followed by scary signs.).
i also came across an instagram post about how someone told queen esther that if she didnt save the Jews, someone else could do it but she and her family would perish. this feels exactly like what i am going through right now
i also feel like i have been like king ahab, in the sense that he did wrong, God offered him help, but he didnt listen and relied on his own smarts. in the end he and his family died.
God has told me to do stuff to bring the guy and girl back to Him before but i was either scared, unworthy, or selfish
the guy was using me as a backup as he saw that girl, and dumped me the moment he got her. i felt jealous of her too and felt like God blessed her at the expense of my heartbreak. i found it hard to be used by God to help her or encourage her. but God was upset with me
now i feel like God wants me to do stuff to save them but i feel so confused. ever since i left God for that guy i have been finding it hard to discern God’s voice. i am also afraid of doing anything lest i make things worse. i have been punished for making mistakes in the past ><
the guy and girl are also indulging in witchcraft and sorcery, and im afraid of them
i feel perplexed. i dont want my family and i to perish, but i also feel afraid of doing anything to save the guy and girl.
im also not completely sure what i should do to save them
could someone help me pray to Jesus for:
1) protection of me and my family
2) mercy on us
3) what i should do to save the guy and girl?
this would mean so much. thank you so much!