Yggdrasil: Unlike the other Christans in this thread, I'm not going to bother trying to convert you or such, since you seem pretty set in your beliefs, and I don't think theirs anything I can say to convince you.
I hope you do not find what I am about to ask offensive, I do not mean any offence, I have just noticed something and it has made me curious.
Something I'm curious of, do you practice magic?
If so, have you had any adverse effects from it?
I have a theory that it can lead come across many Satanists who had trouble speaking and thinking coherantly, and it seems to have started and/or devloped as they practicsed magic. I even see a lesser effect in Pagan magic users, maybe its just me.
But one of my friends is a Pagan. He is an actual genius (having scored high enough on his IQ test), and talking to him you can tell. Hes a cool guy, but suffered depression in the past, and still has to take heavy drugs, and sometimes angrily snaps with no or almost no provaction. Its not even a short temper, sometime his mood just seems to shift. And I remember when we were playing a fantasy and I was asking about why the critical magic table in Gurps worked the way it did (not even thinking about religon or anything) he replied "Magic is about bending reality. If you push it too far, it can snap back on you".
So it really makes me wonder. I would ask him, but I don't want offend him, and he seems to think I'm a little preachy, even though I'm not (and I swear, I don't try to constantly convert him, or bring it up except when the others start talking about religon or spirituality).