I wanted to make a comment on Christian hypocrisy. If you aren't going out of your way to be a total jerk, are at least as tolerable as most people, I have no problem.
While the OP's problem within her church was that people were publicly holy, and privately sinning, my problem is with Christians who harshly judge others without love, but when called on their own shortcomings, say they are not perfect, just forgiven.
When Jesus was invited to dinner by Simon, a Pharisee, a woman who had lived a sinful life came into the house and washed Christ's feet with her tears dried them with her hair, and anointed his head with expensive oils.
When Simon saw this, he judged them both: the woman was a sinner, and Jesus was a false prophet because he didn't know what kind of nasty woman she was, and allowed her to approach.
Jesus asks Simon who loves his master more, the one forgiven a great debt or a small one. Simon answers, "the one forgiven a large large debt."
Christ responds, "You have judged rightly."
Simon had judged himself as loving God less than the woman who looked upon with contempt, pointing Simon didn't offer to wash his feet, while she had washed them with her tears and dried them with her hair.
And growing up, I judged her as well, believing she was crying tears of sorrow, begging Christ to forgive her, but I now believe it was tears of joy, the oils gifts of adoration and gratitude, knowing that, unlike the Pharisees who probably didn't acknowledge her probably told her she was unworthy of God's love, or anyone else's, that she was loved, as she was, and needed only to accept that love.
That love, the little light of mine, is what changes people.
Simon showed contempt. Christ showed mercy.
Simon saw a sinner, and himself as holy.
Christ pointed out who demonstrated more love by their actions, humbling Simon.
Simon saw a sinner, and a false prophet.
Christ saw a woman, of child of God.
He doesn't demand she repent first.
Now, before everyone gets bent out of shape, one can point out the shortcoming of another Christian in love*, not in condemnation, not to feel morally superior, not to humiliate. But, if you have a plank in your eye, why are you concerned about the speck in another?
Countless times, a Christian will claim that Jesus is ok judging others as long as you do not commit the same sin you condemn. If that were true, Jesus would have said, "Why are you concerned with tge speck in your brother's eye when you have a speck in your own.
speck=speck
The comparison of a plank to a speck is that the person quick to judge another's faults often does so to exalt themselves, and ignores the major sin, most commonly, lack of love.
I, as a Christian, try my best to treat others in love. I help when I can, give without asking anything in return, and love my neighbor as myself. I don't like it when a stranger who doesn't know me makes judgements about me, so I refrain from judging people in general, and those I do I know well, have a good rapport, and say it in love to help them. I have judged people in my past, but when you get to know them and their lives, you may understand better why the person drinking so much lost her sister to suicide and grandmother to cancer in the past 6 months, the guy you love to walk by and say, "smoking causes cancer" is under a lot of stress when his parents told him they didn't know if they could send him back to school next year. The girl that is so mean to everyone was bullied a lot in high school, so she learned to protect herself by building ip walls and throwing the first punch.
Driving for Lyft, I picked up a rider who was promoting a group that worked with the community, was told it was inter-denomjnational,and J said, "That's cool you are working together,and from comparative religions I have read, Islam, Buddhism and Christianity have loving your neighbor as yourself at the core"
She quickly added, "Yes, but it isn't loving if I don't point out another's sin. If someone is alcoholic, it wouldn't be loving to approve of it."
I was considering joining this group until she said that.
I'm thinking: Loving one's neighbor in the Bay might look like bringing food to the growing tent cities, or volunteer work, visiting elderly people, working at a food shelf or battered women's shelter or just helping someone with their groceries they are struggling to carry.
She is thinking: i need to tell people what sins they have.
Anyone can condemn a person. That doesn't take love. People refee to the president as an idiot vulgar and divisive out of contempt, not love, to make him a better man. And while correcting can be loving, let's put it in a RL context.
You meet a girl. It's love at first site. During dinner, she says that you do this kind of annoying habit of talking while eating. She just wanted to be honest and truthful, and loving. After a while, you realize the only way she can show love is to point out your faults, like you were 5 minutes late, that your shirt and pants don't match, that you interrupt when she's talking, that you say, "um" a lot...
Then she's confused why you no longer want to see her, because she was being so loving.
When you mention how tired you got of being criticized so often, and that you never pointed out her shortcomings, she gets incensed you think she has any, and telling you your faults was meant to help yiu, out of love.
You point out a few of hers, and she says, "Well, I'm not perfect!"
"Neither am I" you say.
"But if I don't point out your faults, it's like I'm approving of them, but you point our mine, i feel judged, and prefer to focus on you."
That is what I see so often. Loving is always associated with pointing out the sin of others, rarely, "I was hungry and you fed me; I was naked and you clothed me;" not someone asking for your shirt and offering your coat as well. Almost exclusively pointing out sins of others.
NonChristians and GLBTQ cringe when we hear it: "Love the sinner...hate the sin."
What we hear is:
I see you as a sinner, unlike me.
Your sins are big. Mine are too small to worry about.
I don't see you as human, but as a sin. And I certainly don't see you as a Child of God.
I came "just as I am, without one plea"
i expect you to repent, change, before coming to Jesus.
If I see you and you are gay, I will assume to be an authority on both the bible, and all research studies of homosexuals than the person is themselves I don't understand that you've cried yourself to sleep night after night, pleading for God to change you, that you have gone through conversion therapy without orientation changing, that you have not only read the 2 verses of Leviticus, but have watched videos by theologians. read books on the subject, and have come to understand that most of the Clobber Passages are misunderstood and misused when condemning homosexuality. I fact, I will act confused that you know the bible so well, better than I do, afmit that I've only read those two verses, don't know who was speaking, to whom, and why, that Leviticus has laws about being kosher, or the cultural belief that men have tiny fully formed babies that are [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse] to conceive, this, masturbating or male/make sex was wasting lives for a traveling tribe trying to survive, which is the reason the doesn't mention women with women.
And yet, despite my lack of research, knowledge or praying about it, I claim "it's really clear", because I made up my mind. Why dig deeper?
I had someone say to me, "Love you, just hate your sin." Confused, I said,"Love you, too. And hate you sin, too, er whatever..." She said, "My* sin?? What sin do I have??" I said, "I'm not sure, but we all have them. And I hate sin, too I thought you were talking about my sin in general."
She then explains that if she simply told me she loved me, I might mistakenly think that she approves of my sin. But by using a tag line, it doesn't feel like love. It feels conditional at best.
Do you say to your significant other: Love you, just hate your faults?
If someone said that to me, I'm hearing,"I see your faults when I look at you, and love the person I want you to become, but not who you are.
Everyone knows what love is and isn't. People unable to display the love that is gentle, kind, humble, merciful, will insist that those claiming they are unloving just don't recognize it, like when a chikd punishes his child. Were the other a child, I could see it, but not when you are both adults, able to make your own choices, and have no authority over others.
Do you tuck your kids in and say I love you or only I love you, but don't like when you misbehave?
If you said it after they misbehaved on occasion, I could ses it.
If that is the only way you could say I love you - with a tag line, would your kids feel loved?
Despite 1 Corinthians 13 definition of Love is gentle; love in kind..., the argument will quickly turn to the loving by disciplining, saying people enjoy the warm fuzzy love, but the disciplinary love
people shy away from because it is so hard.
Being gentle and kind to unkind people, the "bless your enemies," returning curses with blessing and praying for your enemies, is much harder than pointing out everything wrong with your enemy. Forgiving someone is much harder than condemning someone with scripture.
As an example, guys on my dorm floor often talked of their hatred of gays, never able to articulate why.
Many religious leaders would say gays were an abomination, hated by God.
The dorm guys used a derogatory word to dehumanize them.
Religious people used abominations, reprobate, predators.
Dorm guys would joke about lining them all up and gunning them down.
Religious people would say if Americans were following God's word, gays would be executed, and that God commands it, so not even our choice.
It sounded the same, only one group hid behind the bible to justify their hatred.
In fact, when talking about the "softball game" (Bring Your Own Bat -Bashing), some who rarely went to church, or read the bible, said he "heard a preacher say the bible commands them to be killed. IEven God is on our side...I mean, bruh, if even God hates you..."
So, my problem is the hypocrisy of being forgiven, then condemning others, beibg saved through grace, then acting morally superior like you earned it, seeing love only as pointing out a person's faults, calling them sinners, demanding them to change to be accepted by God, but unable to show fruits of the spirit, or claim to follow Jesus, who told us to love our neighbor as ourselves
and to love God, and either don't love, thus don't follow Jesus, downplay love for sin pointing, or redefine love because no one believes the protest at the funeral with Bible quotes feels loving, but cruel.