God is Spirit. You need
spiritual tools for analysis.
Four years and you are still looking for something
using the wrong tools? See below:
Answered Prayer - Steps 1, 2, & 3
You've shown me this thing before. Time to show you all its flaws. I even copied and pasted it for the purpose of addressing it exactly as it is rather than paraphrasing.
ow does one get their prayers answered?
One has to "make a request" and continue making the request
over and over. Eventually you realize that your request focused
on what you want. Is what you want really the best?
The only thing I have prayed for in the past 8 years is belief. By the logic of your religion, since belief and accepting Jesus Christ as my lord and savior is the only path to heaven and the only way to avoid an eternal hell, I can say without a shadow of a doubt that, from the Christian god perspective, this should be what is best for me, and anyone I could potentially convert. Unless you think that me burning in hell benefits more people than my salvation, so the deity would just abandon me. And if that is the case, then prayer would be a pointless activity on my part.
Then you have to understand that The Father already knew about the
request before you started. At some point you need to
stop pushing your own agenda and fully release the results
over to God and KNOW that your request has already been
fully answered. You should pray as Jesus instructed us to.
-_- from my perspective, what you are suggesting is that I have been rejected, for whatever reason, and should just accept that I will never get an answer.
At the instant that you fully release your ego from the results
The Father will instantly grant your request, and in my experience
will flood your mind with relief. Usually, you get the relief
and "knowing" just before the prayer is answered.
Is praying for belief egotistical? Most would say otherwise. I'm not asking the deity to literally show itself to me, but rather a change in my perspective or, perhaps, some subtle guidance that would lead me to the belief I seek.
http://biblehub.com/greek/2316.htm
I'm still a non-believer. 8 years of weekly praying for the same thing.
I've only reached the point of fully removing my ego from the
prayer a few times, but the results where quite dramatic as if
God has reached in and changed the world around me, it seemed.
The landscape and the weather changed in one instant, one time.
What would it even mean to "fully remove one's ego" from prayer? I'm not a proud person. In fact, my expectation is that, if deities do exist, they wouldn't care about us enough to even bother with our prayers. Doesn't stop me from trying, though.
On continued analysis, what I discovered was that God had changed
my prayer to match was about to occur and made sure the
timing was correct, just to let me know He was there.
Sounds like you kept lowering the scope and standards of your request until it became so realistic that said events were liable to happen regardless of any deity's intervention. That, and you are ignoring the bulk of your prayers that don't get answered. Unless everything you pray for demands a miracle to happen, if you keep changing what you pray for, you are bound to get a prayer "answered" eventually.
In one case, I needed dramatic help.
In another, a second person needed dramatic help.
In another, the request was stupid, but still granted.
The commonality between all events was the total
release of the request from my ego that called for
me having control over the outcome.
-_- in other words, you had to fulfill the request yourself. If you could do it yourself the whole time, why bother nagging a deity over it? You should save yourself some time and skip the praying part and just start out doing it yourself.
However, I can't simply make myself believe anything I want to. I legitimately need assistance in that regard. None has come.
You also contradict yourself twice by saying prayers only work if you lose the desire to control the outcome. But if you didn't desire an outcome, you wouldn't have made a prayer in the first place. What is necessary to actually pray, and what is necessary to get a prayer answered (according to you) contradict each other.
This method needed to allow the Spirit in is:
to suppress your desire to control the outcome
There are, from the perspective of a Christian, only 2 outcomes for me. Either I believe, or I am locked out of a positive afterlife forever. I'm already well aware that my degree of control over my views is not strong enough for me to force a transition from atheist to theist. Hence why I try prayer, what so many theists claim allows interaction with a deity.
and even your insistence on controlling the request.
I legitimately have nothing else I'd request of a deity.
The Father already heard your past and future prayers
before He formed the World.
He then set up the entire world to answer each one of
your prayers and conversations with Him.
By that logic, the answer is that deities don't exist or, if they do, don't care to make their existence known.
Again:
He then set up the entire world to answer each one of
your prayers and conversations with Him.
Why say that twice in a row? It doesn't make the statement any stronger.
Now all one has to do is trust His judgment to either
get their prayer changed, or their prayer answered
as He wills it. But on the occasion of true surrender,
He steps in AS IF with a magic wand and grants your
prayers.
Any prayers answered that would actually demand magic? Probably not, but worth asking.
On one occasion, God answered my prayers weeks
before I prayed for somebody else's benefit.
He then handed me the prayer in those minutes
before answering it just so I would know He was with there
and was the "God With Us".
So... what prayer was answered on your personal behalf? Unless it was an outcome that is unreasonable to expect, such as "the first time you prayed to win the lottery, you found the winning ticket on the ground outside", there's no reason for us non-Christians to attribute the "prayer fulfillment" to the prayer itself.
Lots of people have said they get a response when praying. People of a multitude of religions. Furthermore, your claim that the deity granted your prayer and, afterwards, gave you another prayer to do, makes absolutely no sense. The Christian god doesn't need prayers to act. If it wanted to fulfill the prayer it "gave" you, it could have at any time without your input.