I feel hopeless. I have pure obsessional OCD, which causes me to question everything. Then I do hours and hours of research to prove the thing I'm doubting to myself. Currently I doubt the Bible's inerrancy so I don't know for sure how to be saved or is this salvation eternally secure.
Let's suppose it's inerrant. It tells that we are saved by believing in Jesus (John 3:16, Acts 16:31) and those who believe are new creations and have (present tense) eternal life. But is it only this new creature that has eternal life? Can't you become a natural man again by stopping to believe in Jesus?
I don't want to sit in the front of a computer all the time I'm home only to prove the Bible is inerrant and numerous questions relating to salvation. The wasted hours are not the worst thing about OCD. The worst thing is that proving things actually increases the doubting.
Should I just blindly believe that Jesus died for my sins and in eternal security?
Let's suppose it's inerrant. It tells that we are saved by believing in Jesus (John 3:16, Acts 16:31) and those who believe are new creations and have (present tense) eternal life. But is it only this new creature that has eternal life? Can't you become a natural man again by stopping to believe in Jesus?
I don't want to sit in the front of a computer all the time I'm home only to prove the Bible is inerrant and numerous questions relating to salvation. The wasted hours are not the worst thing about OCD. The worst thing is that proving things actually increases the doubting.
Should I just blindly believe that Jesus died for my sins and in eternal security?