He came to give eternal life. I don't see a need for that. He came to forgive sins, I can see a value in that but that's up to me to atone to my fellow man. He came to teach peace, but I've seen so many Christians on this board and in the real world that seem to relish the fight. I've seen them wave away the command to put up they sword and not live by it in gun debates, I've seen them justify those who strike back despite being asked to resist not evil and turn the other cheek.
Yes, like all the world, you have seen the counterfeit, the fake, the hypocrites, the false teachers (despots and perverts and worse!) ,
the false prophets (many),
just as Jesus warned His chosen disciples strictly about.
Nothing new about all those.
What would be new? You already know..... and likely barely if at all would once have hoped to see - true life. This is rare - to desire it and even more rare to experience it in Christ Jesus (there is no other way to experience this)... this is so rare, you and most others might never have seen it or at least not recognized it - the false is so much more common and known and publicized and promoted and encouraged and seen (and that which is 'popular'/ worldly/ seeks to wipe out that which is true, as always) .....
I don't want those things. I have the ethics and morality I need even without that.
This is what is needed - true ethics/ morality/ in reality, and this is what perhaps you hoped once to find and pretty much gave up on ever finding...
Yes, this is the normal life on earth - not being able to find good, true, ethics and morality no matter where you/anyone looks...
And the ONLY place you might actually recognize it FIRST, before finding it in person if ever,
is in Ephesians. Where YHWH describes it, in the few in the first century or 2 who actually lived HIS LIFE.
Jesus told His disciples: I know you don't know how to live (either experientially in truth, nor having been trained in truth and in life the right way, with no examples to follow in your lives) .....
and you won't be able to accomplish this yourselves - if you think you can, then you have already failed (before you even start)..
rather, come to ME(JESUS) and learn from ME(JESUS)...
trust the Father in heaven (now, today) to accomplish your salvation in this life and in the life to come, everything concerning this,
believe your heavenly Father , rely on Him, and as soon as you do, it is already done.
Thus, not by human effort, nor by human energy, nor by human will (as an origin or as the power) ,
but by the Father's DOING, according to ALL HIS WORD,
is the ONLY WAY to find LIFE and to live HIS WAY, to live right....