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I have been a candidate for two jobs. I wanted one more than the other. The one I wanted paid more. This morning, I am not sure why, but I responded inwardly to the Holy Spirit in response to some thought I think, by saying f*ck your Spirit. rrrrg.
I have really been wanting to make a website where I offer certain services to make money, and for ministry stuff. I have been really looking forward to building this site, but decided to wait until I get offered a job. This morning, I thought that if I get an offer from the higher paying position I will not make the website and just live off the money from the job, I made a vow to God that is what I would do. I don't think I wanted to make the vow, I just made it immediately, because not trying to make additional money seemed like the right thing to do. However, I have been wanting to make some additional money to be able to help my Mom out beyond my job income, and remembered that. I thought that the website would be a good ministry opportunity and I would hate to lose that, then I think I made a vow that I would only build and use the website for ministry purposes. At some point shortly after I asked God to absolve me of the vow regarding the website because I really want to do it (to offer services to make extra money and for ministry purposes). Right around that time, I got a call from the higher paying job and they offered me the position. I agreed to it; but now I feel like I cannot do that website anymore. That really sucks, because I have been so wanting to do it. I do not want to dishonor God.
What should I do, or does anyone have any insight????
Thanks.
I have been a candidate for two jobs. I wanted one more than the other. The one I wanted paid more. This morning, I am not sure why, but I responded inwardly to the Holy Spirit in response to some thought I think, by saying f*ck your Spirit. rrrrg.
I have really been wanting to make a website where I offer certain services to make money, and for ministry stuff. I have been really looking forward to building this site, but decided to wait until I get offered a job. This morning, I thought that if I get an offer from the higher paying position I will not make the website and just live off the money from the job, I made a vow to God that is what I would do. I don't think I wanted to make the vow, I just made it immediately, because not trying to make additional money seemed like the right thing to do. However, I have been wanting to make some additional money to be able to help my Mom out beyond my job income, and remembered that. I thought that the website would be a good ministry opportunity and I would hate to lose that, then I think I made a vow that I would only build and use the website for ministry purposes. At some point shortly after I asked God to absolve me of the vow regarding the website because I really want to do it (to offer services to make extra money and for ministry purposes). Right around that time, I got a call from the higher paying job and they offered me the position. I agreed to it; but now I feel like I cannot do that website anymore. That really sucks, because I have been so wanting to do it. I do not want to dishonor God.
What should I do, or does anyone have any insight????
Thanks.