I had been struggling with thinking that God wanted me to leave my husband and I seemed to see things that seemed like signs when I would pray for them. But I started to read about God's design and felt better (although I still get anxious when I think about it). However the thing that is still bothering me is that sometimes when I'm anxious I will think that doing certain things means that I would be calling God something bad. So to make it ok I sometimes tell God that I'm not calling Him something bad as long as I do it. However it's gotten to where sometimes I say it just to make myself feel better about not doing something I think I should do, like I can manipulate it and make things ok. Even worse I often add in my fear about Daniel like that being with Daniel will mean that if I do certain things, but if I do it anyway I feel like I've doomed myself because I already told God that. I prayed for forgiveness and had a thought "you're forgiven but you still said it. I'm hoping that wasn't real.
So my question is, if for some stupid reason I told God that being with my husband meant I was saying something bad about him or saying a bad name, will he release mefrom that if I ask? I don't want to leave my husband but I don't want to commit blasphemy.
So my question is, if for some stupid reason I told God that being with my husband meant I was saying something bad about him or saying a bad name, will he release mefrom that if I ask? I don't want to leave my husband but I don't want to commit blasphemy.
