FrauleinElsa- Your advice and everything sounds so believable. I never thought of this before. I really AM a dumb blonde. You can see it but I can't. I'm still not 100% convinced. Maybe I just don't WANT to believe this story. That's it. You're not the only one telling me I should leave. I already have another church in mind. Heehee. Thanks for writing.
others here have good advice.Bubba, Hi. I told him I had feelings for him several months ago, he told me to ask for forgiveness and give it to God. Then asked again later and I said things were better. I wasn't lying. Before, I was COMPLETELY OBSESSED over the guy (since the first day I (the demon) laid eyes on him during my 1st exorcism last fall).
It's nice we have something in common with each other (sort of, hee hee). Thanks for the verse.
Rocklife- Thanks for writing. I do have the bible on tape. I just can't comprehend the words for some reason. They go in one ear and out the other. I think about the pastor all the time now instead of my exboyfriend who is trying to get me to come back to him (he doesn't know I'm obsessed w/my pastor though). I'll just keep praying and bringing this to Jesus like you said.
You know I got to thinking more about this; our pastor from our old church(before we moved) would Never counsel with women. So a woman's ministry started where women counsel other women.SimmeringAbsolute- I can sense it by the way he touches me, hugs me, smiles at me and talks to me.
Bliz- I had four or five demons leave me the first day of the exorcisms and I had the holy spirit in me then.
Moriah- I should have said that I wasn't completely sure if this demon was from my relationship with my boyfriend or because of my lust with my pastor. At first I was almost convinced it was with my beau though. Sorry for the misunderstanding.
Who knows maybe he's felt similar feelings towards other women?Let me be really direct so that there is no confusion.
This is a sick relationship between you and your pastor. He is actually encouraging a relationship that he should be discouraging. I can only think that he is "exorcising" demons that aren't there to gain power for himself, but in the process he is using you.
Please stay away from him and this church.
Excellent post. My thoughts exactly. It's time to get professional, Christian counseling. You need help, but not the kind you are getting from this man.Wildputycat, I knew from the very beginning when you first posted on that other thread exactly what was going on. I could see it in my spirit as plain as I can see these words on the computer screen. However, it's not the kind of thing one can post outright about someone else because then it would sound like an accusation. If you will recall, my earlier posts on that other thread (before the debate broke out) were subtly aimed at trying to get you to speak up and state it outright yourself.
Hopefully you now have insight into what is REALLY going on. And 'puty -- it's not a demon. Look up the psychological term "displacement" sometime. Then think about what purpose all this activity presumably centered upon "demons" and "exorcism" really serves for both you and your "minister" in terms of libido, attraction, and forbidden lust.
Yes, I'll change churches and no longer see this minister. I see how dangerous this is. I need to respect him as a minister and his wife also. Thanks for all your posts. You've finally convinced me. But, boy, this is going to be tough. Thanks for everyone's advice and encouragement. I definately needed it to get through this.
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