I find defense and adulation of despots ugly no matter if they're supernatural or human. Hence my 'rant'.
Skavau, let me begin this by apologizing.
I have in my last few posts acted like a d-bag, and as arrogant and un-Christian as can be.
The truth is, you and I have fundamentally different concepts of morality, and of the need for salvation. In all likelihood your beliefs will not be changed, but that does not mean that I need to act like a jerk.
I get angry when discussing theology at times, rarely ever in person, but often online, as I do not know the person I am defending my faith against. Honestly, you remind me very much of myself before I was baptized. An optimist, always seeing the best in humanity, looking forward, and never back. I realized the errors of my ways in a very blunt matter-of-fact situation, which I will not discuss with anyone outside of a Pastoral care situation, but you would not care to hear it. Sometimes I have doubts, as everyone who has faith does at one time or another, and I fear, within myself, that I will lose my salvation, and lose myself in sin. So I do not entirely trust God at certain times. I try to build my own defenses around my beliefs, and they fail nearly every time.
If I have in any way offended you, I apologize.
This discussion was not originally about what it has morphed into. I originally insinuated that it was possible for a non-Christian to be moral, but, I correctly exposited on this teaching with the Christian belief that morality does not equate to salvation.
I'm not trying to condemn you. I don't know you. I've never met you, and in all likelihood I never will. I could outwardly worse of a person then you are, and yet hypocritically I tend to judge. Perhaps again, because you so often remind me of my own previously held beliefs, and in attempting to judge you, I am only condemning myself.
Again, I apologize. I did not mean to react so caustically, yet I did. I did not seek God, but merely my own retribution, and for that I apologize.
I will be praying for you, and even though you are a humanist, I hope that if you ever see the light and glory of Christ, you will try and pray for me. We all need prayers. You, me, the president, the pope, every man, woman, and child on this earth. Pagan, Christian, Hindu, Muslim, or other, we all need love. And I firmly and faithfully believe that God offers that love in the form of the ultimate sacrifice of Christ.
For acting so un-Christian, and for not treating you with the level of respect I would afford myself, I apologize.
Pax Christi,
WirSindBettler
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This is my commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends. You are my friends if you do what I command you. No longer do I call you servants, for the servant does not know what his master is doing; but I have called you friends, for all that I have heard from my Father I have made known to you. You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit and that your fruit should abide, so that whatever you ask the Father in my name, he may give it to you. These things I command you, so that you will love one another."
John 15:12-17
Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner.