If you're filled with God's spirit and saved...
You won't experience depression, suicidal thoughts, mental illness.... No matter what happens you bounce back and are always faithful..
seems like you're saying two opposite things here. one is that these certain things won't happen at all if you are saved. the other is that they will happen but you will persevere in your faith. the former would be false with the latter being true.
suicidal thoughts are something different. suicidal tendencies aren't a mental condition but rather a extreme emotional response to undesirable circumstances. i'd find it hard to believe that someone who has truly been made a new creation in Christ would contemplate and premeditate breaking the 6th commandment in taking their own life.
maybe I should examine myself.
I believe it would behoove you to do so based on you recent posts. it is said that trial introduces a person to themselves.
but I do know in my heart and soul in saved...
the atheist believes in their heart that there is no God. the Mormon believes in his heart that joseph smith is a prophet from God and they will become a god over their own planet one day if they follow their faith well enough. radical Muslims believe in their heart that if they commit an act of terrorism against the infidel in the name of allah they will be met with a host of voluptuous virgins in heaven.
here's what scripture has to say about our hearts:
jeremiah 17:9
as tony miano always says. what me, you, or anyone believes is irrelevant. what matters is whether or not what we believe is true.
because I know what I did and believe in and I remember my baptism.
Simon the sorcerer:
acts 8:9-26
I believe you have told us what you believe in with your recent posts. someone who has been given a new heart and a new spirit within them does not say things such as "i think i'm done with God", "i want to tell God to go BLEEP Himself", "there's nothing shinning inside of me", "i'm not close to God" or starts judging God's sovereign choices. your replies in your other thread are violations of the 1st and 10th commandments. the 1st in making idols out of friends and romantic relationships, the 10th in looking at what your friends have and being envious of them and hating God and yourself for not having what they have. you may say that you don't care about any of that...well, that's just more evidence.
I say all these things to you because, again, I was in your same position. I got baptized twice. I prayed the sinners prayer numerous times. I felt deep in my heart that I was saved and in Christ. when I actually got saved 5 years ago, I can look back and say definitively that I was indeed outside of Christ and did not know Him. If it were the LORD's will to end my life while I was in that state, I would have stood before the LORD and been cast off into eternal damnation.
there's indeed hope for you. all is definitely not lost. you must humble yourself before the LORD in prayer. ask him to regenerate your heart and mind. even though you deserve His wrath, cry out for mercy and he will grant it to you.
it's what He did for me while in the same place!