So unhappy

[Tooti]

Prayers helped me to get jobs which I didn't deserve. Many people were better than me.
Not only prayers, perseverance is also needed.
I remember volunteer work experience helped me to an extent.

 

[com7fy8]

This is pretty much me just complaining about things that aren’t going to change..

Jesus says >

"If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow Me." (in Luke 9:23)

A cross of hard wood and its scraping splinters and its cold nails might not change. But how you are changed by God is what matters! And this includes how God has us to grow in unconditional loving. How Jesus was loving, on the cross, is what our cross is really about > not just heroically suffering the pain, not only bearing the nails that don't change.

But for some reason this is “Gods plan” for me?

Unchanging things are not what really are His will. I mean, what matters is how we become gentle and kind like Jesus. And we work creatively with how things change or do not. With God, we create with what we've got.

God started with dirt, to make Adam. Trust Him, each day, to start with you and things the way they are

"casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you." (1 Peter 5:7)

They keep telling me to get a girlfriend but my anxiety and depression are always getting in the way.. sometimes I meet people from online but can never seem to find someone where we mutually connect. It’s just so frustrating.

Well, anxiety and depression do get in the way of loving. Get with Jesus, get strong in love which can't be stopped by depression and anxiety. God is able to do this . . . with ***us***. We all need to be strong in Jesus loving.