I guess when I really think about it, it definitely wasn't a vow. But I did, in my mind, say " Ok I won't do it." And I felt like that was me saying yes to God and If I went back on it, it would be a sin.
I've decided I'm just going to give it a try and move to the city and just walk the streets sharing the teachings of Christ with whoever I meet. This has been on my conscience for almost 2 years now and no matter what has never gone away. If I'm wrong, I pray that God will correct me, bit I feel it's the only way I'll find out.
