Thunder Peel
You don't eat a peacock until it's cooked.
IJWTS Teddy Bear Junction: the biggest scum hole in the galaxy.
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Crystal, don't you love it when you're trying to get somewhere and the flaggers stop you, and you just sit there while they stand around and talk for 10 minutes, and then you can go and nothing changed at all on the road in front of you? lol
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stop right there
that's exactly where i lost it.
see that line?
i never should have crossed it.
stop right there
well i never should have said that
it's the very moment that i wish that i could take back.
i'm sorry for the person i became.
so sorry that it took so long for me to change.
i'm ready to be sure i never become that way again.
who i am hates who i've been.
who i am hates who i've been.
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now what do i do about it?
IJWTS - the opposite of who you were?
haha. seems simple, right?
Awwww!!!IJWTS baby girl weighs approx 6lbs right now. We couldn't get any decent ultrasound pics, though, b/c she was sucking her thumb and wouldn't take it out of her mouth. lol
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kutless concert tonight!!!
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i'm reading Interview With The Vampire and i cannot put it down. it's incredible.
LOL - it would be awesome if it were that simple. When there is a behavior or habit that I want/NEED to change, I start praying for God to convict me about it. I'm nothing without Him, so I would be foolish to think that I can change myself without His hand in it.
The pivotal prayer for me was when I started praying that God would prepare me/my heart for the woman He wanted me to be - specifically, I was praying regarding a spouse...but eventually I got smart enough to pray that prayer about my life in general.
that's something that caught me off guard. i backslid a bit this last week and i compromised where i swore i wouldnt. i think i was too confident in my flesh rather than relying on His strength and the conviction that the Spirit gives me to see passed my own weaknesses.
the hard part is that now i have to make a decision. and i'm upset about it. i was so stoked but if i continue this path i'm on, i know it wont be one that honors Him. and He deserves my every action to be for His glory. and i long for my life to reflect His will.
i'm just so tired of being alone and feeling alone and waiting. but i cant let that desire dictate who i am.
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wow. i just put that all out there for everyone to see.
IJWTS baby girl weighs approx 6lbs right now. We couldn't get any decent ultrasound pics, though, b/c she was sucking her thumb and wouldn't take it out of her mouth. lol