By that same token, I don't know that many human beings are truly conscious until they have experienced enough pain in their lives first yet, etc.
I don't think human beings are born truly conscious IOW's, but don't come to that until later on, and when they have gone through enough pain and hell in their own lives first, etc.
Which also means many might not ever be there yet, or might not even come to it before they even ever die ever, etc.
When I look around, I think I see a lot of human beings who are not even truly conscious yet, etc.
Maybe some of you see or have experienced, or do experience the same sometimes maybe, etc?
I'll be conversing with some of them, and sometimes I can just tell, etc.
Maybe some of you have experienced the same maybe, etc?
Like they are still only just going according to the way they are or have been programmed maybe, and can't go beyond that yet, etc.
And maybe never will, etc.
And I'm constantly wondering what the difference maker is, etc?
God Bless.
Now when I look back on my own life, I'm pretty sure that there was a time when I was not truly conscious either, or was just going according to a program, and possibly just the rest of the world's own program, in my own brain, etc, but when I try to find a single time or single life event when that all changed for me, I can't, etc, but I just only know that it wasn't until I had gone through or experienced enough pain in my life that that all changed for me, etc.
And I guess we are still all only going according to someone's own program, but maybe it is just a higher program for me now, etc, because I can't help but notice the difference in the way I used to think/be, and how I am now, etc.
And all the rest of the people in the world who are still just not there yet also, etc.
It can get kind of frustrating talking to them or dealing with them sometimes, etc, knowing you are talking to somebody who might just still be a "thing" that is not truly conscious yet in the way that you are truly conscious yet, etc.
Literally like talking to an inanimate wall, or thing, a lot of the time, etc.
And I hate feeling like it is always my own responsibility sometimes, to try to take them from here to there, or there to here, just to have a conversation with them sometimes, etc.
Can be super frustrating and exhausting sometimes, etc.
And I don't want to even try to do it a lot of the time anymore, etc.
So I spend a lot of time by myself, and all alone, etc.
God Bless.