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If anyone out there didn't already know... you can go to my "profile" and there is a "find all posts by brokenarrow" text that you can click on and find any other posts that I am making in other threads... I would surely hate to keep bliz busy chasing me around all over CF to keep you all informed of all my activities
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I guess I was going through the I'm hurt and "everyone should tell her how wrong she is" phase pitiful I am ashamed of myself So I was wrong for letting this turn into a who was the most wrong thread because this isnt doing anything but stirring up more strife at home.
Both of us were wrong and hopefully both of us are trying to change the things that threaten our marriage. If the whole thing were reversed and she were working long hours running a soup kitchen or something and I felt neglected so I started an internet affair it would still come down to the same thing we are both wrong and are we going to save our marriage? I hope the answer to that for both of us is YES!
I have also become defensive in here and "lashed out" at some of you... please forgive me, I am sorry...
Yes I am very passionate about the calling on my life and there is not a thing wrong with that except when it becomes the only passion in my life and I am not equally as passionate about my wife and family Well I am trying to change that, and I know some will tell her that Im not but time will tell and except for a serious situation that has come up with one of my kids I have been pretty scarce in their lives for over a month now
I believe she is keeping her promise not to talk to him any more and to be honest I have to really work on believing it because sometimes I still get that gut feeling that she is talking to him even the last couple of days I have really had to fight it BUT!!! I have decided that I am going to believe her and put my trust in her, otherwise we will never be able to get past this. I know she will read this and I want her to know that from the bottom of my heart... That I do believe her.
Again I ask
Keep us in your prayers
Brokenarrow
Back to issue...
I guess I was going through the I'm hurt and "everyone should tell her how wrong she is" phase pitiful I am ashamed of myself So I was wrong for letting this turn into a who was the most wrong thread because this isnt doing anything but stirring up more strife at home.
Both of us were wrong and hopefully both of us are trying to change the things that threaten our marriage. If the whole thing were reversed and she were working long hours running a soup kitchen or something and I felt neglected so I started an internet affair it would still come down to the same thing we are both wrong and are we going to save our marriage? I hope the answer to that for both of us is YES!
I have also become defensive in here and "lashed out" at some of you... please forgive me, I am sorry...
Yes I am very passionate about the calling on my life and there is not a thing wrong with that except when it becomes the only passion in my life and I am not equally as passionate about my wife and family Well I am trying to change that, and I know some will tell her that Im not but time will tell and except for a serious situation that has come up with one of my kids I have been pretty scarce in their lives for over a month now
I believe she is keeping her promise not to talk to him any more and to be honest I have to really work on believing it because sometimes I still get that gut feeling that she is talking to him even the last couple of days I have really had to fight it BUT!!! I have decided that I am going to believe her and put my trust in her, otherwise we will never be able to get past this. I know she will read this and I want her to know that from the bottom of my heart... That I do believe her.
Again I ask
Keep us in your prayers
Brokenarrow
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