- Dec 13, 2015
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I'm 99% sure I have covid 19 although a test hasn't proven that I have it yet, I have to get my doctor to order a test tomorrow. But I have a vast majority of the symptoms. Ive lost my sense of smell, im coughing up mucus every 3-4 minutes, ive had this unexplainable headache on and off since being "exposed", im very fatigued right now, i have a fever, I dont feel like eating (which is SO not like me I'm ALWAYS eating im SO addicted to food in fact im so nauseous I dont think ill feel like eating all day today), I've had these unexplainable chills for almost a week now (its like 74 degrees in the house), im having difficulty breathing.... just the whole 9 yards.
Not to mention there was a large outbreak of covid 19 in my hospital right around the time of my colonoscopy. A lot of the nurses, patients, and doctors have covid and the outbreak was discovered the day after my surgery. I had a very large fever in the hospital that day and the nurse suspected i had covid that day but besides a fever I had no other symptoms. So they went on with the surgery.
My faith is being put to the ultimate test. While im very sure I have COVID 19 (how can I have like 95% of the symptoms posted by the department of health this isn't a regular cold or flu. Ive NEVER been sick like this before in my life) I thought God had more plans for me than to die at the age of 34 from an outbreak he created. And yes, im at high risk for developing serious complications. I have high blood pressure, im morbidly obese, have many health issues just... uggh.
I want prayers from my friends and family here at CF. Especially if I only have a short period of time left with the family I always wanted and have loved for over 7 years now. I love you guys, I dont want to be another statistic of people who have left CF due to passing away ive lost way too many friends e a d friends irl over the last almost 10 years. I know the numbers are great right now. Out of the current 54.1 million cases of covid currently confirmed throughout the world only 1.31 million people have died. Thats encouraging. A lot of people don't die from covid that have it. But... idk. I just don't know what to do.
I just... im thinking morbidly as if ill never get to talk to you guys again. Or to my wife or to my other online friends.. I dont want that. I thought Christ had more plans for me. Im trying to believe ill be okay but... idk... im just stupid like always.
*edit* Recieved two negative results in a row. I don't have Covid but I do have both Bronchitis and Pneumonia. Similar symptoms to covid so... I dodged a bullet there.
Not to mention there was a large outbreak of covid 19 in my hospital right around the time of my colonoscopy. A lot of the nurses, patients, and doctors have covid and the outbreak was discovered the day after my surgery. I had a very large fever in the hospital that day and the nurse suspected i had covid that day but besides a fever I had no other symptoms. So they went on with the surgery.
My faith is being put to the ultimate test. While im very sure I have COVID 19 (how can I have like 95% of the symptoms posted by the department of health this isn't a regular cold or flu. Ive NEVER been sick like this before in my life) I thought God had more plans for me than to die at the age of 34 from an outbreak he created. And yes, im at high risk for developing serious complications. I have high blood pressure, im morbidly obese, have many health issues just... uggh.
I want prayers from my friends and family here at CF. Especially if I only have a short period of time left with the family I always wanted and have loved for over 7 years now. I love you guys, I dont want to be another statistic of people who have left CF due to passing away ive lost way too many friends e a d friends irl over the last almost 10 years. I know the numbers are great right now. Out of the current 54.1 million cases of covid currently confirmed throughout the world only 1.31 million people have died. Thats encouraging. A lot of people don't die from covid that have it. But... idk. I just don't know what to do.
I just... im thinking morbidly as if ill never get to talk to you guys again. Or to my wife or to my other online friends.. I dont want that. I thought Christ had more plans for me. Im trying to believe ill be okay but... idk... im just stupid like always.
*edit* Recieved two negative results in a row. I don't have Covid but I do have both Bronchitis and Pneumonia. Similar symptoms to covid so... I dodged a bullet there.
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