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I have this pain inside

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idk what I did but I was thinking about God and the unpardonable sin and it was a great day 10/10 luck and I thought a thought about it in a moment then i started to hurt inside it keeps on coming back what is it I feel like god is cutting me off by making me hurt inside when i think of him
God alway appreciates your conversing with Him.
There is no bad time for prayer.
 
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"i have no problem kicking a dog im completely numb to it i doubt i have any humanity left in me i can tell the biggest lies and do the most evil things without guilt at all i found no wrong in that i was and still am a crap human being and i cant change i kinda devoloped a conscience cause i had an addiction i literally knew it was wrong but it just felt so good not sexual sin but violent sin i kept doing it everyday and a week after i couldnt feel the wrong in that"

This is an old post from March, but I hope you have sought some serious counseling from a Church Pastor.
What you said above in bold is scary--not to me, but should be to you. There are some people who lack the ability to feel empathy or sympathy for others--and they are called sociopaths. They typically start out hurting animals, then move on to people. They can hear people screaming, but it has no affect on them.

This is why I say you should not walk but RUN to your nearest church where they have good solid Pastoral counseling and tell the whole truth and nothing but the truth. Everything is confidential, unless of course you tell them you are going to hurt someone else, or yourself. But telling them that you feel like hurting someone, is not the same as telling them you are about to commit a crime. So feel free to open up to someone and tell them, not only what you've done, but that you feel like you don't know right from wrong anymore.

Ask for prayer. Let them lay hands on you and pray. Go to a Spirit-Filled (or Full Gospel) church and seek counseling, quickly.
 
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idk what I did but I was thinking about God and the unpardonable sin and it was a great day 10/10 luck and I thought a thought about it in a moment then i started to hurt inside it keeps on coming back what is it I feel like god is cutting me off by making me hurt inside when i think of him
I had a similar pain then ripped one, now it is gone. thought it was god.. turned out to be gas.. Do you know why I am making fun of you?

Look at the men Jesus condemned.. Did they feel a pain like God was cutting them off? no, and of all the people on the planet, they are the only one's we know for sure that have committed this sin. They were as far from god as a human is allowed in this life... and they never mention such a pain. why? because the cut off is at judgement.. So your problem is not spiritual. it's most likely physical. like gas.. don't get me wrong you could be having a heart attack or maybe you are becoming lactose intolerant (painful gas) but however you slice it your problem is not spiritual in the sense No one in the bible has ever told of an experienced like what you did in correlation with the sin you mentioned. Meaning your not some snow flake case where the whole of planet can not commit this one sin and it not be forgiven, but God gives alone a warning sign you have no way of interpreting (meaning not in the bible) if you have, or you are endanger of commiting this sin.

Do you understand?

If jesus does not attribute a cutting of from God resulting in gut wrenching pain, then what you are experiencing is not to do with what Christ described. lest he be unknowing and or a lier for not telling us. Jesus isn't therefore this has nothing to do with that
 
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my conscience was seared i have no problem kicking a dog im completely numb to it i doubt i have any humanity left in me i can tell the biggest lies and do the most evil things without guilt at all i found no wrong in that i was and still am a crap human being and i cant change i kinda devoloped a conscience cause i had an addiction i literally knew it was wrong but it just felt so good not sexual sin but violent sin i kept doing it everyday and a week after i couldnt feel the wrong in that then i stopped and i know thats wrong now but it still feels seared i cant tell right from wrong please tell me how to ask god
Any person that does what they know is wrong and ask forgiveness as they continue to do it will not be forgiven. just because you are numb to something gives you no excuse. A step further from a slave to sin is a slave to emotions. If you are numb and have none it doesn't mean you don't know right from wrong and this id what God looks at. Its not that God judges on what you don't do because you cant do it. He judges what you do despite knowing its wrong. Feelings are a part of your sinful self, wanting nothing than to please you. Grace is not acting on sinful impulse. I straight forward because I care less what people think. I'm with you on not caring much about people because most people deserve what they get. But when you talked of being able to kick an innocent creature like a dog, you lost any concern I may have had for your soul. You'll rethink your cruelty when you answer for it.
 
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