Yes it is quirky. I don't, in fact, ascribe to him the best of motives. I think he has purposely tossed the apple of discord into the Christian tent, and is enjoying watching people flail around unable to reply to him effectively. I think he expected this very result, having seen it before.
Other believers have asked these questions, and other sincere souls have had their faith shaken by the same doubts.
So, while we may dismiss him for what he is, we should nevertheless address all of the valid points that he raises, because they lay bare all of the fault lines in Christianity, and the weaknesses in the message, the places where Christians themselves struggle the most.
I'll use my reply to you to begin to do so, starting with his early posts.
(1) He says his faith was destroyed by reading the Bible.
This is completely understandable. I was a superstitious pantheist the first time I read the Bible, in English, during a long sea passage across the Pacific. From the very first page, from the first sentence "In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth..." I was confronted with a Go/No Go decision point. What follows next after that, read literally in English seems to establish a short six day creation period, with the quick arrival of man on the sixth day. I knew this was not true. It conflicted with what I knew about biology, paleontology, geology - all of the sciences acquired in and in preparation for an engineering program.
So, from page 1, I knew that I was going to have to suspend disbelief to read this thing, this Bible, and get through the story. It seemed worth it. And so it was through Flood and Babel. Unbelievable stuff, but accepted for the purposes of the story.
Abraham seemed like a rather dishonest fellow but God liked him the same. Joseph is the greatest hero of all in Genesis. It's hard not to like and sympathize with him.
Then we move to Moses and the Exodus. The 10 Plagues story is certainly exciting, but it reads like a myth. Rivers running red, hail, darkness, locusts - very cool. But frogs? Frogs. Why frogs? Yes, yes, the stench and disgustingness when they die, of course, but still, being plagued by FROGS seems sort of...comedic. Out in the desert, God seems capricious in his laws.
Applying 20th Century knowledge of hygiene makes the food laws seem far ahead of their time, but then that's juxtaposed with death for gathering wood on Saturday, strange sexual rules (such as the "marry the deflowerer, or not and pay money, at the father's discretion"), but burn alive the unchaste daughter of a priest? It feels like ancient folk wisdom and ancient folk barbarism, all tied together in a knot. It feels like the sort of customs - some practical, some brutal - that we think all ancient cultures had. We just know about the Jews' because of the age of their book, and its preservation thanks to the Christians' later interest in Christ.
But even in the Pentateuch God is said to have not just said some disturbing things, but also done them. Some of the priestly lines assert that they are Moses' equal, so they're all burnt up? Aaron's own sons carelessly light some incense and God slays them on the spot, but expects the father to go on? This God has some "Temple of Doom" features to him.
Then we come to Joshua, easily the most heart-rending, horrific book of Scripture, in which God apparently commands the utter genocide of a whole people, including all of the children. When I read that the first time, I had no faith to be put to the test. My faith wasn't tested because I believed in the scientific theory of the origins of the universe, natural law as "God", and had already taken the whole story of Flood, Babel, Abraham and Joseph and Moses as being myths, perhaps legends with a kernel of truth reposing in some event, but not literal history. I had suspended disbelief and enjoyed the ride. Come to Joshua and I stopped enjoying the ride. YHWH was a monster, and the Hebrews were Nazis. If there were a God, if that God were the YHWH of Joshua, he was indistinguishable from the worst attributes of the Devil, as I understood the Devil to be - and at least the Devil wasn't hung up on sex.
What's worse about Joshua is that it ceases to seem completely legendary, and starts to look like fact. The idea that the seas parted for the Hebrews seemed like a delightful Santa Claus story, but the thought that a bunch of religious fanatics, fired up by their faith in the blood rites of a demon god, would go and do something hellish in that god's name like wipe out whole cities for their race...well, that seemed rather believable. And sort of made Auschwitz a monstrous repayment to that event.
I liked the idea of God before I read Joshua the first time, and I generally liked Jews and didn't understand all of the fuss about them, but as I read Joshua, I came to truly, to the depths of my moral soul, detest this bloody YHWH, and to find the Hebrews to be the worst sort of Nazis. And the fact that the land claim to Israel that has generated such bloodshed TODAY was rooted in a land claim dating back to THAT genocide caused me to oppose Israel as well. No land claim can still be respected from such a crime. And if there were a hell, this genocidal YHWH belonged in it for urging on a bunch of barbarians to go slaughter whole cities. Of course, I didn't really believe I was damning GOD, because God was the laws of nature. I was damning the BELIEF in God that could cause men to be genocidal barbarians, and damning anybody who would claim a MODERN land right stemming from an ancient crime.
And of course, damning any Christian or Jew who would dare DEFEND such a horrendous crime against humanity.
Joshua did not destroy my faith. It strengthed it greatly. THANK GOD - the real one - the Laws of Nature - that I did not believe this monstrous myth of the Christians and Jews.
I read on grimly after that, and found the endless repitition of the prophets immensely boring. Why was God so offended with the Northern Kingdom? Something about doing sacrifices on the wrong altars with the wrong priests. So therefore they were all slaughtered by the Assyrians. Seems just. Live by the sword, die by the sword, they say. The Northern Kingdom was created by a genocide, and it was destroyed for good in a conquest that was pretty rough, but merely a cultural genocide - many descendants of Hebrews still lived there, but without the YHWH worship.
The Southern Kingdom is then destroyed, once again for a series of weird theological reasons. Prominent Jews are deported to Persia, where they demonstrate in those ancient time the same slippery ability to gravitate towards power that Jews were disliked for in modern times.
Then they returned and rebuilt the walls of Jerusalem, and promptly adopted the most xenophobic and exclusive marriage and cultural practices. Such utterly DETESTABLE people, these Jews were to me, reading about them ignoring their own God (who was also, mind you, disgusting to me, but at least he had POWER - these Jews didn't even had that, and KNEW their nasty demon-god would hammer them, but they were so stubborn, arrogant and stupid that they kept on ignoring him and doing evil, as he defined it).
After Joshua, watching the Jews get smashed in the Old Testament, and contemplating the final UTTER destruction of the Temple, forever, by the Romans, was very satisfying. The Bible didn't make me an anti-Semite in the present, but it DID make me strongly anti-Israel, both in my reading of the Scriptures, and in modern politics.
Then came the Maccabean Revolt where, once again, the Jews revolt against what? Greek civilization. Barbarians versus civilization. I could not bring myself to root for Antiochus Epiphanes IV, because he was a murderous jerk also. Still, in general I thought that it would have been better for the whole world, including the Jews themselves, if the Greeks had managed to wipe out their barbaric little tribal cult once and for all.
Then comes Jesus and the Apostles. How can one not love Jesus? So good. So pure. So noble. And so VERY doomed, of course, because where was he living? With the Jews, and with that Temple up there with those fanatic priests of their bloody old cult. Of course they had him killed. The Roman destruction of the Temple finally brought justice and permanent extermination to that cult. What came next, the Pharisaic rabbinnical Judaism, is not the religion that YHWH established. It's a religious-social club based around the writings and the memories, but the priests are gone, the rites are gone. Good.
That's where I came out of the Bible. It would be swell, I thought, if Jesus were true, mainly because Jesus cancelled out the barbarism of YHWH's blood cult. Yes, yes, Jesus said he wasn't changing a letter of the law, but he obviously DID change everything, from food and the sabbath and the law of killing adulteresses and divorce. And then the apostles went further and struck down the whole archaic mess of the old Jewish law. I saw progress in that. Then a completely unjust trial and death. More outrage. And then back into suspended disbelief: resurrection, ascension, a new faith, this time a good one, spreading around the world. That last part was real enough.
That's where I left the Bible the first time through. It is fair to say, based on what he wrote, that Nihilist Virus is probably less offended by the Old Testament Scriptures than I was. I made a special point of blaspheming the God of the Old Testament a great deal, because my read of the Bible revealed him to be morally lower, in my eyes, than any Christian description of Satan.
So, when NV writes about horrors throughout Scriptures, he's right.
When he writes about contradictions, he is apparently right (when you read the Scriptures in English).
When he writes that the laws of the Old Testament offend the moral sensitivities, he is right.
Reading the Bible, and probably particularly Joshua, shattered his faith.
I believed in Natural Law as God, I was a scientific pantheist, when I read it, so I had no faith to be shattered. Its effect on me was to turn my view of the Old Testament God into one of hatred - so very evil, and my view of Jews into one of antipathy.
I still liked the Catholic Church, because of the charity work and the art, and because Jesus was likable. At heart I knew that it wasn't really TRUE, but it was MY heritage, part of it anyway, and it did a lot of good in the world today. From a religious perspective, the theology didn't matter because it was ALL myth - Catholic, Protestant, Jewish, Hindu, whatever.
And that's where I left things for 7 years.
There were Muslims at my wedding, and they gave us a nice Qu'ran. I read it, and discovered that IT picked up where the Old Testament left off. Allah talks, sounds and rules very much like YHWH. The Muslim law is derived from the Mosaic law. Allah is the same monad. The only difference is that the command to worldwide jihad, by Allah, now turns the whole future into the book of Joshua for everybody but Muslims.
Interestingly, the Qu'ran extols Jesus beyond measure. He is greater than Muhammad, the greatest, purest prophet, born of a virgin, who will be the judge of men at the end. But he is not divine.
Unlike the New Testament versus the Old, the Qu'ran is quite consistent internally. It speaks with the apparent voice of one author. Where there is a variance in prescribed treatment, it is explainable by the surrounding text pretty regularly.
Islam is the simplest, most consistent of the three religions. Christianity is the most complicated and difficult to believe. Indeed, the god of Islam, if he were given a set of properties, could ALMOST be the face of a pantheistic nature.
Islam is an attractive religion (for men particularly) as written, because of the consistency, and because of the continuity with the past, to a point, but also for its strong assertion that the Jews and Christians distorted "The Book" by adding things not there and twisting it, so that the Qu'ran claims to "set the record straight".
If the Muslims behaved like Catholics, with all those worldwide charities and schools and hospitals, it would have been an easy sell for me to pick Islam as the most rational of them all, and as the "face" - if mythical - of Pantheism.
But I'd already been to war in the Middle East twice. I already saw the actual practice of Islam. And I have always instinctively thought that "you shall know them by their fruits" was a really wise truth. Jesus might not be real, but Allah isn't really real, as presented either...and even if he is, the way that Muslims BEHAVE was (and is) so disgusting to me that if that's really the will of God, then I'd do without that God. (Of course, I didn't really believe that this Allah of the Qu'ran IS God, just that he was more plausible than the other two choices. Hinduism feels like the Greek and Roman mythos - completely unbelievable.)
And that's where I left it until July 2001. Up until that point, Nihilist Virus and I could have walked the same path, but he would have found me far more virulently blasphemous towards YHWH than he would ever dare to be in his atheism. After all, reading the Bible shattered the faith he already had, and left him wounded with a hole. Natural Law was already my God when I read the Bible, and I was simply looking to like, to find good things from the ancient wisdom of man. I found things I liked - in Jesus - finally - but that was after having read 1500 pages of the most utterly detestable, boring and repetitive tripe I had ever read. I only persisted to be able to say I'd done it. The gentle suspension of disbelief for the Torah turned into a virulent hatred of this "God" in the Book of Joshua.
I understand Nihilist Virus.
Which is why I know that the only thing that is going to change his view is a miracle.
The encrustation of disbelief and moral horror at what is in Joshua has built a thick encrustation around the foot of the ladder in NV's spirit. He will never try to climb that ladder unless God reaches down and smashes away that encrustation.
He might. He did it for me. Unless and until he does it, though, it isn't possible to really reason with him. Looking through the eyes through which he looks, without the actual knowledge that the supernatural is real and that the natural does not encompass reality, he cannot believe. And he will not suspend disbelief either. He's read the lurid details of genocide, and heard the cries of the raped captive girls and the priest's daughters consigned to the flames. He correctly sees the utter barbarism in it, and is not willing to suspend disbelief again to find a way to justify a God who would command such evil things.
And he's right.
WE cannot "save" NV. We cannot impart faith in him. God alone can do that. And to do it, after the trauma, will require God to deign to perform a miracle. He did for me. I rather hope he will for NV too.
Only once one realizes that there really is God, like it or not, can one then come to grips with what God wants. And to find that, one should not start with Bible or Koran or Church, but a couple of miraculous artifacts.
That discussion, though, is for another day.
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