Not NYC, rather a rural area, surrounded by fields topped with manure a short drive from the greatness of Lake Erie. I am thankful for the vast feeling of openness my surroundings bring to me. But it's still scary here NY. We are really just a mess, NYC especially but where I am from, Western NY, Buffalo's a train wreck (my 22 year old daughter lives in the city), and it's spreading. But NY is full of a lot of heart. Most of us are I think feeling more united out of our great need to distance from others. It chokes me up seeing all the different heartfelt and creative ways people are coming up with to feel more united, to connect with each other, to bring significance to other's lives (and our own). And I'm more of an analytical type than emotional. But now I'm nearly in tears multiple times a day. Not all sad tears though.
I'm just a little overwhelmed. I was mostly trying to do a brief intro. It's a Christian forum. I "labeled" myself as a Daoist. I am maybe hybrid I think. Daoist/Christian. Actually, I really found a kindred spirit, if you will, with the "philosophies" / ponderings of Carl Jung, very interesting, many of his writings on Christ as well as the alchemy of the Doaists.
I'm going to cut this short or I'll end up never finishing. I actually joined this site months ago. Wrote an intro in my journal, I like to use calligraphy pens with eye catching ink that I mix together like some mad scientist (in humor but also seriousness I call it "ink alchemy"). Longhand is becoming a forgotten art. I find it meditative (all though I often have ink stained hands). But I never got around to typing it. Mostly because I kept thinking of more things to add. I'm a little ADHD, but it's more like I'm trying to pay attention to everything and see how it all relates. This forum, for example, has SO many topics and boards, and info, and it makes me feel dizzy. That's the main reason I didn't label myself Christian, because I wouldn't have access to some of the boards. It was just too much, I'd be posting stuff all the time in the wrong places and talking in circles. Which I'm kind of doing now :0
One question though, there doesn't happen to be a dark theme for the site does there? All the white screen makes it harder for me to concentrate. I couldn't decipher the answer to that on my own.
When I joined this forum a while ago it was because of a dilemma I'm struggling with and I was in need of some people to connect with. Now there is even more reason to want to connect. I'll leave it at that for now.
Peace to all of us.
I leave you with one of my favorite quotes that I found in a fortune cookie,
"Every adversity carries with it the seed of an equal or greater benefit."
One more....
"I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become."
~Carl Jung
I'm just a little overwhelmed. I was mostly trying to do a brief intro. It's a Christian forum. I "labeled" myself as a Daoist. I am maybe hybrid I think. Daoist/Christian. Actually, I really found a kindred spirit, if you will, with the "philosophies" / ponderings of Carl Jung, very interesting, many of his writings on Christ as well as the alchemy of the Doaists.
I'm going to cut this short or I'll end up never finishing. I actually joined this site months ago. Wrote an intro in my journal, I like to use calligraphy pens with eye catching ink that I mix together like some mad scientist (in humor but also seriousness I call it "ink alchemy"). Longhand is becoming a forgotten art. I find it meditative (all though I often have ink stained hands). But I never got around to typing it. Mostly because I kept thinking of more things to add. I'm a little ADHD, but it's more like I'm trying to pay attention to everything and see how it all relates. This forum, for example, has SO many topics and boards, and info, and it makes me feel dizzy. That's the main reason I didn't label myself Christian, because I wouldn't have access to some of the boards. It was just too much, I'd be posting stuff all the time in the wrong places and talking in circles. Which I'm kind of doing now :0
One question though, there doesn't happen to be a dark theme for the site does there? All the white screen makes it harder for me to concentrate. I couldn't decipher the answer to that on my own.
When I joined this forum a while ago it was because of a dilemma I'm struggling with and I was in need of some people to connect with. Now there is even more reason to want to connect. I'll leave it at that for now.
Peace to all of us.
I leave you with one of my favorite quotes that I found in a fortune cookie,
"Every adversity carries with it the seed of an equal or greater benefit."
One more....
"I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become."
~Carl Jung
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