I pray a little often when im the most bored and stuff and I seek out to someone, but nether jesus or god have showed himself to me yet I guess, my christian neighbour says I havent really reached out yet like he has seen jesus when he did it himself, but I guess im more into nature really and real things sort of, never really been religious or anything like that, I just find life so boring, I do alot to make others happy and to have some fun, but theres really nothing to do here, no internetcafes, discoteques, public baths, food-markets.. you get the idea, Ive always been kind and Im also very openminded about a existence of a god and jesus, but it just seems like a road to nothingness, I mean life, shouldnt god and jesus have have shown themselves yet since I always do the right thing?